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Ugh!! It seems messing up relationships has become my hobby. I messed up with my exes and so did I with my best friends. My words are like venom and before I can stop that, it spills out. I wanna cry hard but I can't. Just before some days:
Dad: how is ABC (friend)?
Me: She is fine.
Dad: really? I never hear you both talking.
Me: oh!! I-its just that..umm.. we prefer chatting over calling.
Dad: ummm. Good! I just hope you don't breakup. She is a good friend.
How will I ever be able to let out the truth to him. All I can worry is about who will I talk,sit, share food with once school reopens. I need to apologize real bad. For fuck's sake :'(