capsicleisdaddy
HEY! I saw your comments in “blow a kiss, fire a gun” and I instantly wanted to follow you lol. I hope that’s okay! Have a wonderful day! <3
vi_readssss
infusionate
I miss youuu
vi_readssss
GO SHAWTY ITS MY BIRTHDAY
THO I AM NOT GONNA PARTY LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY CAUSE I GOT FINALS NEXT WEEK
vi_readssss
i want to die whenever i do physics
ThatGulabJamunGirl
YOOOOO
vi_readssss
this message may be offensive
being an only child with no friends is depressing af. its even worse when u cant talk to ur parents about it because all they say is 'just talk to people'. like i would if i didn't have anxiety and didn't feel like everyone was judging me when i started talking. maybe i could've made friends if i didn't befriend people who broke my trust, maybe if i had been strong and not completely shut myself off from the world at the age 10 when i was judged, made fun of. and when that did happen, maybe if my "friends" would've been supportive instead of joining with everyone else in judging me, maybe i would have friends rn. but everyone left when i started to stand up for myself. because i didn't tolerate their shit, they left. and they took my ability to make friends with them. maybe if i had someone from birth like a sibling who would never leave me, i would be better rn. maybe if my parents didnt fight on the smallest things, i would be better. maybe if i was not told i was fucking useless and brainless, i would be better rn.
but all this did happen. and now i am at my fucking worst, reading romance books trying to feel the emotions i probably would've felt if all of the above didn't happen.
yeah anyways, im fine
mydarlingtom
this message may be
offensive
@anvi_h0lland I'm sorry that happened to you. some people are dicks. and they don't deserve you or your friendship. you can always message me if you want to rant ib be more than happy to listen or read lol but I'm always here. making friends are hard your right but in time the right people will come along and things will start to be okay and everything will work out. a friend once told me that "life is always going to be a bitch, you just have to make it your bitch" that's the fun in it. you're so strong to have to go through what you went through. you've come so far imagine how nuhc further you can go. I'm so proud of you and you are so loved. God bless you <3
vi_readssss
i just watched 365 days
im gonna watch fifty shades of grey now hehe
infusionate
Hey darling !!! just checking in to see if you’re hydrated and thriving and living your best life xo
vi_readssss
happy new year babes!! cant wait for everything this year!
vi_readssss
ok so i'm back
here's a little story
The doctor told me to get a blood test. I go, get the blood drawn and then after that my head starts spinning. i tell my mum and then lean on her and lose consciousness. Now i'm falling and my mum is not able to hold me (she thought i stopped breathing for a sec) and she is shouting for my dad, and my lovely father is busy watching something IN ANOTHER PATIENTS ROOM. my mom makes unconscious me sit on the ground and i regain consciousness as soon as i sit on a wheelchair.
Anyone wondering, i'm ok just a little lightheaded
miss_butterfly3
@anvi_h0lland no wonder you weren't at school, and feel free to skip until you're better
