vibrantfern

woahhh its been so long since ive been on here (tw)
          ig ill announce to anyone who sees this
          surprise i have an ed and awful anxiety & depression yay for me
          lifes been a mess lately but im trying to fix it and hopefully everything will get better but i still love 1d <3
          i get to go to summer camp and work there and im soo excited, also i (possibly) lost a friend that was actually pretty toxic so thats good
          i also got tumblr hahaha and ive been using ao3 a lot more so i havent been on here
          anyways hope yall are doing well

oh my goodness i missed liam’s birthday
          
          happy birthday liam!!

haven’t been on in a while but happy birthday yaz!!

ok well i know no one cares but the girl i really like and i think possibly liked (likes?) me back is probably moving to a different state, and i’m probably never gonna see her again. </3

happy pride month (one day late) <3

oh my gosh
          there’s this girl
          she’s so freaking pretty
          she’s called me pretty a couple times and she seems like very protective of me and she called me sweetie in class ()
          but i don’t think she likes me like i like her
          like i think she sees me as younger (which i am but by like 8 months) and innocent and not dating material
          but i really like her
          i know she’s not straight and she always says things like “i ate lunch today are you proud of me” to me specifically 
          and omg i really like her
          idk what to do

watching my saved 1D edits on youtube is a crazy mix of emotions, i’m crying to larry and hiatus edits and then fresh prince of bel air comes on and i’m laughing but 30 seconds later i’ll be crying again

PEOPLE ARE SAYING TAYLOR AND JOE BROKE UP I WILL GIVE UP ON LOVE IF THIS IS TRUE
          
          
          BUT apparently the first article to say this had no evidence and taylor nor joe nor anyone close to either of them/on their teams has confirmed it
          
          so idk what to believe
          but i will die

happy birthday harry edward styles. 
          you have done so much for me and i’ve only been a directioner for about 6 months. i’m a new harrie/directioner, but i found the band when i was struggling and in a pretty awful place mentally. but i was pulled out of it half because of you. you have come so far and i am so freaking proud. today you are 29 years old, and even though i wasn’t around when you were 18, it doesn’t feel like you should be this old yet. i love you to the ends of space and back,p. 
          happy birthday harry. 

ONE DAY