vicissoclosetokellin
I'm falling in that abyss where I feel like the person I want to make happy doesn't even like me as a friend and just wants me around because I buy them things on command without me having to do anything with them. And I think they are talking to someone else who they do want. It feels like I'm being cheated on. But what right do I have right? I'm just there when they need me for something they need. They mention others when they do something do them. But I'm never mentioned. I don't exist. I'm just another person walking around them. Irrelevant just like the rest of the world except 3 people to them. I hate feeling like this. Yet. I keep pleasing them and get tossed away. Now I'm just ranting but idc. Sometimes I just have to do this.