vickyluvsmusic

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          	My school counsellor called me into her office because she was worried about be cause I didn't want to eat. She said our conversation would be private and I was feeling extremely vulnerable at the moment so I told her about my anxiety and depression and self harm and stress. What I did was very stupid and illogical (which is unlike me) from a long term point of view because she ended up calling my mum and dad because she was "legally obligated to" and I got in trouble for it. My parents yelled at me and called me violent and said I could get us deported and also yelled at me for almost killing myself sometimes. They told my relatives about it and they were also angry at me. I'm the only person in my family that is introverted and likes being alone and they were all saying I should try and be more outgoing and make friends because I was the problem. My mum told me I wouldn't make friends because of my weight and that I was ugly amd said I should work on myself. I wanted to be better for myself and start eating again but yesterday my dad and I fought and he made me feel bad about eating so I'm not doing that anymore. My patents expect me to feel better because they yelled at me about it, emotionally invalidated me, made me cry (which I don't like doing) and disregarded my need for privacy so yeah. The counsellor asked me how I was doing again yesterday and I lied to her and said I feel better. Suicide has never looked better lmao

itskayluv

@vickyluvsmusic Bby, pls no suicide. Dont forget that I love you. You can still hum. I'm not around as much but imma work on that.
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okaywaffIes

@vickyluvsmusic thats fine, hope is always a fragile line. I’m always here if you need anything! :))
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Mxmx_Bexrr

VICKY!

Mxmx_Bexrr

@vickyluvsmusic lmao, pete for president, 2024
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vickyluvsmusic

@Mxmx_Bexrr lmaoo I just remembered that
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lifeinthecloset

hey vicky 
          rmbr me ?
          :D

vickyluvsmusic

@lifeinthecloset sure :D gimme your tag and I'll add you
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lifeinthecloset

@vickyluvsmusic ;;
            
            mmhmm
            i have a discord so if you want to talk more i can dm you my tag :D
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vickyluvsmusic

@lifeinthecloset so am I but at least you're doing good
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Mxmx_Bexrr

Vickyyyyyy

itskayluv

Vick I'm making a book. Cuz I can. 

itskayluv

@vickyluvsmusic but no angst. Or a v lil amount
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vickyluvsmusic

⚠ TRIGGER WARNING⚠
          My school counsellor called me into her office because she was worried about be cause I didn't want to eat. She said our conversation would be private and I was feeling extremely vulnerable at the moment so I told her about my anxiety and depression and self harm and stress. What I did was very stupid and illogical (which is unlike me) from a long term point of view because she ended up calling my mum and dad because she was "legally obligated to" and I got in trouble for it. My parents yelled at me and called me violent and said I could get us deported and also yelled at me for almost killing myself sometimes. They told my relatives about it and they were also angry at me. I'm the only person in my family that is introverted and likes being alone and they were all saying I should try and be more outgoing and make friends because I was the problem. My mum told me I wouldn't make friends because of my weight and that I was ugly amd said I should work on myself. I wanted to be better for myself and start eating again but yesterday my dad and I fought and he made me feel bad about eating so I'm not doing that anymore. My patents expect me to feel better because they yelled at me about it, emotionally invalidated me, made me cry (which I don't like doing) and disregarded my need for privacy so yeah. The counsellor asked me how I was doing again yesterday and I lied to her and said I feel better. Suicide has never looked better lmao

itskayluv

@vickyluvsmusic Bby, pls no suicide. Dont forget that I love you. You can still hum. I'm not around as much but imma work on that.
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okaywaffIes

@vickyluvsmusic thats fine, hope is always a fragile line. I’m always here if you need anything! :))
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vickyluvsmusic

How the hell did I just sleep for 11 hours

okaywaffIes

It’s about time we all get some sleep every once in a while 
            
            Congrats Vic! ❤️
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vickyluvsmusic

If you had told me yesterday that I'd ship a Chad version of JFK with a goth version of Joan of Arc yesterday, I would have never believed you. 

vickyluvsmusic

@Bucket_With_A_Gun  @The_OwO_Artist LAST YEAR ABE SAID HE WAS 15 YEARS OLD. NOW HE SAYS HE'S 16. WHICH ONE IS IT ABE??
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TheDogFromLISA

Nothing bad ever happens to the Kennedys!
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Kai_Said_Bai

@vickyluvsmusic Omg yesss- I love clone high-
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