Adam Delmonte-Evans

That awful, gut-wrenching moment when you realize you suck at everything.  Oops.  Now I'm crying again.

Tbh this night went from 100 to 0 real quick and I just want band merch.  So bye.

*casually listens to His Theme and starts to cry* Fuck fuck fuck no.

I want to be a flower.  Flowers don't feel compassion, love.  Flowers don't get stepped on, ridiculed.  Flowers are loved.

Ghost fight always makes me smile, haha. C:

@victimsoftime I'll answer! Wattpad lumped everything together, so I didn't even get a notification that you posted on here and I don't usually check without one. ;-; Um, I usually listen to something that will cheer me up. That would Believe x Believe or Start:DASH!! or something like that.

Of course no one would answer.  Figures.  No one cares until I say no one cares.

Listening to And The Snakes Start To Sing first thing in the morning.  Not a good idea.
          
          QOTD; What do you listen to when you're sad?
          
          AOTD; And The Snakes Start To Sing, Lost Boy, The Scientist, Mad World, City Lights, Sinematic (Acoustic Version), Black Damask (The Fog), Into The Darkness and Out of Hell, Whore (it makes me feel like a badass), Burn, Lithium, Hello, Tourniquet and Imaginary, My Immortal, Like You, The Only One, and a lot of other songs that I can't think of because I put myself in a shit mood.

How should I kill myself?

Would anyone care if I was dead by morning?
          Probably not, lol.
          I wonder how long it takes for pills to kick in.
          Or for one to bleed out.
          Or suffocate?
          Or maybe I could find one of Cassie's handguns and end it quickly.
          I should probably do the latter.  Get it over with.
          Is anybody going to read this?
          I don't know.
          I'm definitely not posting this on IG.  But I know that one Wattpad, people are less likely to stop me.
          Whatever.
          I'm tired.
          Of everything.