\ hey man.
We don't know eachother, but Charlotte knows you, so any friend of hers is a friend of mine.
Anyways, I just wanted to say, that you are loved.
There will be a time where you can be happy, where you can love yourself.
You just have to stay strong, for yourself, for all of us.
A wonderful friend of mine told me this:
"dont fight for today's rain
Fight and live for tomorrow's sunshine
The sun will come out you will be happy again
If tomorrow is actually tomorrow
Or if its in a week a month away
Maybe you don't find the sun for half a year
It
Will
Come
Fight for the day you'll look up and smile
Fight for the day you hug your friends.
Fight for the day you can feel calm again
It will come
And you will smile again
You will be happy one day"
I wanted to share this with you, because not only this are god-like words, but because I feel like you need them.
You are loved, and I understand when you say that you hate yourself, that you want to disappear, It happened to me! Don't worry, it will get better.
And evwn if it takes all the time in the world, we'll still be there.
Stay strong and beautiful.