Vily Deathrose

I fucked up. :D

I want to be free from all of this, from my life. Can I just go to sleep forever? To not deal with this. I want to be the perfect child my mom wants, but I feel like I can’t reach it, that I am not close enough to it.

I hate it when people have high hopes for you, but you can reach them.

Read til the end ! I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came and asked "why ?" The angel said "we don't watch over other angels" twenty angels are in your world ten are sleeping nine of them are playing and one of them is reading this message. The Universe has seen you struggling with some things and say it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in Karma send this message to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You're being tested and Karma is going to fix two big things in your favor tonight if you believe in Karma drop everything and pass it on. TOMORROW WILL HE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND IT TO 14 FR9IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. HOWEVER SEND THIS TO YOU MUST CARE ABOUT YOU. Just hold your fingers onto it.

I am tired, I don’t want to be here anymore, someone, please, help me. I try to be tough, but I am sensitive. I hate my reputation, it makes people have high hopes. I am not a perfect person, but sometime I wish I was robotic like. Do things when told, manage time better, stop procrastinating, etc. Maybe than, my mom would be proud and happy of me. Maybe than, she wouldn’t be in pain. I want to die, but I don’t want to go hell for that. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born, that someone who is better than me was born.
          I am sorry. I am rambling.

If you guys want me to draw poor art, here.
          https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLScjnCRJv6HdbOMS_gQpns_0bO-v6JwfOw0xwZnLLjusBfZNDA/viewform?usp=sf_link

If I were to do a oneshot book, would anyone read or request? Just a thought.

Thank you so much for adding my book to your reading list! Have a fantastic day/night! ^-^