vindictive-

Idk how to say this but Im just gonna... To most of you who knew Lucas, Im sorry to say he passed away... Im going to be deleting his account as his last wish...Im sorry
          	
          	R.I.P Lucas  19/02/15 23:30pm
          	I miss you bro, they say each man for himself, but bogatta says one for all, all for one <3 Never gonna forget you, promise Vin
          	 Your best friend, partner in crime and all that we ever were
          	~Snow xxx

X_XImDeadX_X

@WhyMustThyDie me too..
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Angel_Pinion

@emo_roses he was the one who kept me living in this wretched world
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emo_roses

@ThyShouldJustEndIt I'm so sorry
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X_XImDeadX_X

August 26, 2018   ...   6:21 PM (u.s time)
          hey dad, still havent forgotten about you <3 its been a couple years now and it still stings as bad as it did when it first happened. i was on watty last night looking through our old conversations and it brought tears to my eyes. snow's account got deleted or something and i havent talked to her in a really really long time. i miss her, i miss you. i hope you're doing well wherever you are. you guys made me feel loved when i was lonely. to this day, i still cant believe you're gone. i love you so so so so so so so so so so so so much daddy. 
          
                xoxo love forever,
               
                                    ~little one

takahare

i miss you but you left us. and i haven't heard from snow or cal in days and i'm tired. tired of holding on when i know people leave and you move on.

takahare

@X_XImDeadX_X  That's cause they were fake
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X_XImDeadX_X

@takahare   hey i havent heard from snow either
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takahare

hey.. um. i miss you.. i don't know what to say. i started therapy again. um, it went okay but it's going to exhaust me a little, i'm going to bring you up again, i hope you understand why.. uh, in some ways i think i'm doing okay but then i just want to do bad things to myself.. i try to smile and laugh. i'm going to try to not fake it but it's hard not to when i know it worries every single person i talk to.. one of my friends said i should try to balance caring about my friends and caring about myself too but i have no idea where to even start with that. i kinda wish you could give me some advice but a part of me knows that you will never be able to help me again and it's heart breaking. and everything feels so overwhelming and i feel like i can't breathe easily a lot of the time. and i'm sorry i don't know what you'd want me to do because everything happened too suddenly and you had no warning.. and it's almost been a year..