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i love the depth of his ocean blue eyes,
          the scent he has of spring
          of new beginning,
          I love everything he owns,
          me included, that version he created.

i love your presence so much that
          I'm dreaming of your touch awake.
          I'm hearing your voice trough the music
          and the pillow won't replace your hugs.
          I miss your scent,
          without it there's no peace and
          when I close my eyes I can only
          see your lips.

it's so peaceful to know youre finally around people that make you feel happy and you've cut off the ones that should have never been there in the first place.
          you realize is never worked because it just wasn't supposed to. but know you can love and feel loved like nothing.

it's been ten years, 
          why is he showing up again?
          disappear forever,
          let me forget your scent of spring.
          

I need you like oxygen
          and I could breath your smell forever.
          your touch is warm like summer
          and I'm always cold, only you can help it.
          I was made to show you love,
          I'll shower you with it like rain.
          my words sound like mess
          but only you can make it right.
          you're my one and only,
          with that look of yours I can't take it slowly.
          I want the time to stop, 
          so we could have forever,
          yet I shall let it fly so I can see your full potential.
          I'll give everything for you,
          even the things I don't own.
          you're the man I've always wanted,
          I'll be the one you've always needed.

"and I give up forever to touch you, 'cause I know that you feel me somehow. you're the closet to heaven that I'll ever be and I don't want to go home right now. and all I can taste is this moment and all I can breath is your life. and sooner or later it's over, I just don't wanna miss you tonight".

he's devine and he's mine,
          he's all I've ever wanted. 
          he's worth everyone I lost and the way he makes me smile, it makes me forget about all the tears.
          it's my turn to show him the way I love, to kiss all his scars and make them disappear.

They were standing right next to me,
          saying all this stuff,
          they wanted me half naked but
          he covered me with flowers.
          And it was just a photoshoot,
          "I won't stop you" were his words.
          Then again I could see the jealousy in his eyes, the anger in his smile.
          He was going crazy,
          I was posing for the camera.
          I want to make art and he should be my muse.
          It all started with him so why is he now so protective?

If you're afraid to lose someone, lose them and you won't be afraid anymore ❤️

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