Bro I’ve never been so low in my life I’m so lost I’ve pushed so many people aside, I’m not happy with myself, and how I am, I wish I was a different person I was I could start over but I can’t. I feel like no one cares about me and just uses me. I also recently told that I have symptoms of an Ed and have slight depression. When I speak about it people criticize me instead of helping me. I don’t even care about life anymore, no matter what I do is wrong and no matter how hard I try is bad and no one even thinks about how I feel and how certain things could effect me. Well I’m just hanging on my a thread at this point. I’m just not gonna eat and see how that’s goes anyways that’s what’s been up with me recently if anyone even cares night luvs:)