I'm going to use the world of Wattpad to rant real quick so don't mind. basically my friend is getting really close to this guy and is kind of leaving me behind. and obviously that's to be expected, and i'm really happy for her. but she's like one of my only friends, and the situation with this guy is really complicated. because he's in our friend group as is his ex girlfriend who he broke up with literally last week. and it was a solid 11 month relationship, that ended up being extremely toxic. like I wont give details, but there's been so much back and forth and even like sa and sh and lying and it's just so complicated. and we're all in the same friend group. so basically everyone has a distinct side (which is basically entirely against the girl). and I used to be on the guy's side as well, but I am neutral now, but it's obviously hella complicated. and so basically I have no friends. when this friend group formed, I either was in the process of growing apart from some people or they came with me. and therefore EVERYONE is involved in the drama. and I obviously can't complain about the drama to my friends, like everyone in the group needs to go to therapy too like, istg. so yeah, basically that's happening. I found out like an hour ago that my (ex?) best friend and that guy are dating now (it's a secret). however I found out from another kid, the only one they told, so....wow. up until early last month I was her number one through and through. and the kid who told me is basically the closest thing I have to a best friend. there's only two issues. one is that we've only recently become close and he's obviously heavily opinionated about the drama, much like the rest of our group. and two, he has a crush on me. i'm not supposed to know about this obviously, however my best friend told me when I kind of assumed. so he's like the only person I can talk to rn, and not even truthfully, and it low-key feels like I'm leading him on. and rn I think I'm panromantic lesbian?
