violenttsoul

i just changed the cover of “louise, the sweetest.”
          	i’m trying to come back to my minimalist covers from 2018 :p

violenttsoul

The day was cold, too cold for an afternoon with the sun still hanging in the sky. It almost suited the situation they were in.
          
          Irina was crying, her eyes swollen and red. She had been crying since the night before. She didn’t understand why it was so hard to make him see that she cared too much about him.
          
          They had been together for years, and none of it had been easy. She wasn’t like him, but lately it felt like she was becoming him, slipping into the life she had always tried to avoid.
          
          She could have left. Her friends had told her more than once. But she had always believed she could change him.
          
          “And what do you want me to do, mh?” Sebastian asked, his voice edged with familiar annoyance.
          
          She didn’t reply, not because she was ignoring him, but because if she spoke, her voice would break.
          
          So she stayed silent, her back pressed against the wall of the abandoned park. The same place where he used to do his deals. Where she had first tried what he gave her, just to understand what was so good about it.
          
          There had been nothing special.
          But once she started, she couldn’t stop.
          And he never tried to stop her.
          
          “I just want to be a normal couple,” she said at last, wiping her tears, refusing to look at him. “I want you to be better, and I want to get better… maybe find a job–”
          
          He cut her off immediately.
          “Do you think a proper job would give me enough?” he asked, leaning closer. “Do you think another job is going to give me enough to give you everything you have? I’ve been giving you everything with this. So if you don’t like it, go. Find someone else who can.”
          
          Irina swallowed her tears, still not looking at him. She knew if she did, she would regret everything she had decided before coming here.
          
          ‘If he doesn’t want to change, then I’m leaving him.’
          But she knew that was a lie.
          She didn’t even need to look at him to know the truth.
          
          She wasn’t going to leave. She could never leave him. 
          
          She loved him, and somehow, she still believed she could fix him.

Whisper_W1nds

WHAAAAAAT, THIS IS BEAUTIFUL 
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Cammtiee

AAAAHHHH THIS IS BEAUTIFUL OMG I'M CRYINGG, YOU'RE SO TALENTED KISS ME MWAH MWAH
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violenttsoul

sneak peak of a fic that’s been sitting on my drafts and in my head for too long :3 shoutout to my bestie for the picture that gave me the idea for this scene <3
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violenttsoul

january is always the most busiest month of my year. busy with work, with my dance practices and i had barely enough time for myself, so that means that i had barely any time left for writing my fic. i was thinking about making some changes, editing the chapters and stuff, but i want to finish it first so i guess ill leave that to the end of it all. 
          february is gonna be definitely less busy for me so i’ll be more active here, and maybe next week i’ll be updating all of my fics, for anyone who is still interested. 
          i’m still active on my tiktok acc tho @viiolenttsoul
          
          love you all <3