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I hate myself..i'm damn useless.. Nothing work for me.. I always screw up.. Now i feel like that everything i do was hopeless n getting regret what i do for my family.. I dont know if everything i do was worth.. Im slowly know that everything was worthless.. Before this im damn confident if i resigned im getting new job easily.. But i was wrong.. I thought that what i do was for my family n everything gonna pay off.. Guess what, i fucking wrong.. I had no one to share my feeling.. Everything getting blurry.. My future getting blurry..