violetthenewkid16

Some days I am feelings great...some days I’m not. Knowing that the people I used to love no longer love me makes me scared and angry. Sometimes I really wish I had more time with them or said something different...I wish they could stay and nothing went wrong...I even sometimes wish for Closure but it seems like I will never get one. It’s hard to be me. I give people my whole heart without noticing and they give it back in pieces. That is spiteful but yet I take it and just place it back sighing and limping. That pain is unbearable but I guess I will just continue to live with it...

violetthenewkid16

Some days I am feelings great...some days I’m not. Knowing that the people I used to love no longer love me makes me scared and angry. Sometimes I really wish I had more time with them or said something different...I wish they could stay and nothing went wrong...I even sometimes wish for Closure but it seems like I will never get one. It’s hard to be me. I give people my whole heart without noticing and they give it back in pieces. That is spiteful but yet I take it and just place it back sighing and limping. That pain is unbearable but I guess I will just continue to live with it...