virgiIsanders

have you ever felt mysteriously alone?
          	people surround you, but you feel so alone.
          	and... you're confused. it doesn't make sense.
          	your feelings just want to burst from your chest
          	but you keep them down as if they were a violent dog. you ignore facing the facts.
          	that home no longer feels like home.
          	you wont admit it though, you'll keep it to yourself.
          	you wont tell anyone that home makes you feel sick. uneasy. that you dread being there and that you enjoy going to places such as school just so you can escape for a while.
          	and you arent sure why you feel this way.
          	you kind of want to be told that its okay
          	but at the same time, you're used to hearing it over and over
          	and you're too tired to listen.
          	
          	so instead you vent in the form of.... some shitty poem?

MarvelSuperDuperFan2

@virgiIsanders Yes, a lot. We had an assignment for school were we had to write a poem so I wrote one and presented it and then everyone called it dark and depressing so never doing that again.. Why am i writing this? idk but yeah..
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virgiIsanders

@crystal3262 i normally do too... i just cant deal with it anymore
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virgiIsanders

have you ever felt mysteriously alone?
          people surround you, but you feel so alone.
          and... you're confused. it doesn't make sense.
          your feelings just want to burst from your chest
          but you keep them down as if they were a violent dog. you ignore facing the facts.
          that home no longer feels like home.
          you wont admit it though, you'll keep it to yourself.
          you wont tell anyone that home makes you feel sick. uneasy. that you dread being there and that you enjoy going to places such as school just so you can escape for a while.
          and you arent sure why you feel this way.
          you kind of want to be told that its okay
          but at the same time, you're used to hearing it over and over
          and you're too tired to listen.
          
          so instead you vent in the form of.... some shitty poem?

MarvelSuperDuperFan2

@virgiIsanders Yes, a lot. We had an assignment for school were we had to write a poem so I wrote one and presented it and then everyone called it dark and depressing so never doing that again.. Why am i writing this? idk but yeah..
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virgiIsanders

@crystal3262 i normally do too... i just cant deal with it anymore
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virgiIsanders

Hello yes hi
          
          
          Um
          
          
          
          So i dont think im straight
          
          
          
          
          
          
          And i think i like a girl
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Um

__Oc_Writer__

If you wanna talk. Your old breadstick is here for you ( ˘ ³˘)♥
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BeatingMyMeat

Join the club. I wish I could say it gets easier, been struggling for 3 years now loll
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signofthecrimes

@c_swizzle_dizzle don't worry I support your gayass :) ♡♡♡
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virgiIsanders

I WAS AT MY MIDDLE SCHOOL GRAD DANCE
          
          AND THEY G NOTED US
          
          WITHOUT WARNING
          
          AND IM NOT EVEN JOKING WHEN I SAY I stUMBLED
          
          AND WAS SHAKING AND TRYING NOT TO SOB AS I SCREAMED THE LYRICS
          
          I THINK ITS SAFE TO SAY IM SLIPPING INTO MY EMO PHASE

Break__your__halo

@c_swizzle_dizzle Emo is the best thing to happen to a person, but THE G NOTE THAT IT NOT OKAY
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blacksdahlia

@c_swizzle_dizzle how did you survive omg
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That_British_Idiot

@c_swizzle_dizzle THEY DID NOT JIST -        WOOOOWW
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virgiIsanders

this message may be offensive
Also, updates may be slow. My mom is going through a hard time, and I'm trying to help her the best I can. I also feel guilty every time I go on my phone, but I can't help it. I don't know why. I just really hate myself right now. Does anyone know what I can do to stop this fucking feeling?

ReadingSomethingGood

Sorry if late , but I find it easier if you ask if they need anything done first. If no, then go to phone.
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virgiIsanders

CANWETALKABOUT5SOS'FUCKINGCLOTHINGLINE

wilsons-

@ c_swizzle_dizzle  IT'S SOO BEAUTIFUL
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virgiIsanders

ASHTON GOT HIS EARS PIERCED WTF

mork_my_lee

@c_swizzle_dizzle > https://youtu.be/6nG1yQ89V-4 
            
            I think this is the livestream, it's from 2013
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virgiIsanders

@EnglandMyLove really??? I thought only Mikey had his ears pierced
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mork_my_lee

@c_swizzle_dizzle wait, he has them pierced since...don't know, it's ages ago! I watched one of their old livestreams from 2012 or 2013 and in that livestream he said that he just got his ears pierced
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