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sTOP I HAD ACCESS TO THIS IN 2020????

//oh uh hey.
          
          //Guess who exists...?

I'm trying really hard to respond to roleplays give me some cRediT--

Should I make a Markiplier based account-?
          
          Like, I dunno. I already have like, two I need to focus on. I could rebrand my Max one but I'm lazy. High-key wanna make a Wilford based RP account because he's literally my son.
          
          Yeah, Wilford is my favorite. You caught me. Emo Damien is my very very vERY close second favorite.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4_vEs0r2Z4 [Wine Red - The Hush Sound] Go listen to this song. Right now.

mY PARENTS' aLARms KEEp GOinG off aND It'S 3:43am and WhAT ThE FUCK TuRN off yOUR aLarMS so I caN SLeeP foR onCE-

uhhhhhhhhh i suck at responding to rps but also my sister's cat just casually climbed into the bathtub that we don't use.

PSA: mARK AND AMY ARE SO CUTE I LOVE THEMMM-

I almost forgot about Markiplier. Not as in, "Oh man, I forgot you existed." But like... I almost lost interest in him without even realizing it. And maybe that's why I've been so interested in him lately. Because I nearly pushed aside the man that's helped me through so many of my rough days and made me smile. I nearly abandoned the channel that has reminded me that I am worth so much more than I think I am. He reminded me that there was someone who believed in me when I thought no one did. And do you know how bad that makes me feel? I just... I realized when I was watching one of his Uno videos out of boredom and I was just... smiling. I realized that Mark has been here for me for fucking YEARS. Since I was seven years old. I never appreciated how his videos made me feel so much better when I was feeling sad until I got older. I nearly forgot about how much I wanted to see him at PAX or how I really believed that one day I'd meet him. I literally met one of my best friends (someone who is like a sister to me now) because of a Markiplier related story. To be honest, I wouldn't have gotten a Wattpad account if that story hadn't existed. I wouldn't have met the amazing people of the community. And the fact that I pushed him aside, swiped away every single fucking notification, thought it was kinda boring every time I did watch his videos... That makes me feel horrible. Because he isn't boring, and I don't understand why I was doing what I was doing. I legitimately love his videos and the content he's making. I just... wasn't paying attention enough. When I went back to watch his videos... I realized that I hadn't been watching him. And when I went back to watch Hearts and Heroes, I started sobbing at the end. I really missed Mark and his channel.  ((Sorry for my rambling... I dunno. Just needed to post this for myself.))

Crazy La Paint (One of Mark's outro songs) is making me cry somehow. Like, it's making me remember all of Mark's videos and just-
          
          aaack-
          
          I'm too emotional.