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          Hiya! https://my.w.tt/YCsO4FCNQ5
          I was wondering if you could check out my novel Pen Pals.
          It’s an interracial love story between a black girl and korean man, but if that’s not your thing that’s cool.
          I’d appreciate feedback through the 

i love baby yoda

I missed you.

bro, i just want someone to tell me i'm cute and all that 'uwu' shit, but nobody wants my squishy cuddles.
          
          anybody want my squishy cuddles? i got fat rolls that you could squezze.

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@minnymochi bitch, i'm fucking crying. thank you so much for the encouraging words. i love you, too. 

TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ETC.
          
          y'all, i just need to vent somewhere (even though people won't respond). ugh, life has legit been kicking my ass for a while now and i'm so done with it. i'm done with everything. like, earlier today, my mom actually told me to kill myself and i fell back into old habits (self-harm) and i haven't done that shit since 2017. idk, man. the beginning of the year was so good, and then it just turned to shit at the end. i've also realised that it's way too late to kick the 2018 shit away in order to make a path for all the 2019 memories.
          
          idk what to do 'cause my mom (the person who i used to think was my best and first friend) honestly showed me her true colours. i now see her as a whore. plain and simple. i'm just so tired of smiling all the time, all i had was death on my mind the entire day. it's so tiring tbh. i want all of this shit to end and stuff, but i know that if i commit suicide i'd just be hurting my friends and others close to me. so, basically: my cousins, my friends and bts are the only things keeping me alive at the moment.
          
          thanks for coming to my ted talk, y'all.
          
          and to those who read magic shop, you'll receive an update soon. i've been busy and i had writers block. i'm so so so sorry.
          
          i purple you all 

okay. so, i left wattpad for two minutes and then after i came back, i noticed that my book (magic shop) went up by 4 reads... so... is anybody gonna explain why so many people are reading my shittery? at least comment on the book, it makes me feel better. anyways, thank you so much for the reads, reader fam. i really appreciate it.

okay, so i just watched miracle by got7 and i fUCKING LOVE IT. it kinda makes me want to write a song for my friends 'cause this year has been quite rough for me, and they've been there for me throughout the tough times, and i just realised that i'm crying so hard rn. i'm-