visceralluke

miss you and your work diva  hope all is well

well, it's been a while.
          
          this might be a bit long, so i apologise for that. i just want to say: i'm sorry for disappearing. honestly, i didn't lose all of my motivation to write but i /did/ lose motivation to write for luke/5sos. i'm not very active in the fandom anymore, though i do consume a fair amount of content and i'm mostly up to date on what's going on, i just kind of lost my desire to write here. 
          
          i did remove my stories. i'm not super proud of them, but if there's anyone who'd like some kind of access to it, i'd be more than happy to find an alternative. 
          
          i hope you all are doing well, i hope you keep reading and writing and living your best lives <3
          
          thank you to anyone and everyone who took the time to read any of my books, deal with my rants, left comments on my works. i appreciate it so incredibly much.
          
          ava xx

updates officially coming wednesday!!! we're so back!!!!!!!!

to anyone reading somebody else for the first time -- i am so sorry omg. i feel (personally) it's not an accurate reflection of my writing but at the time it was everything to me. the only reason i haven't deleted it is because of the support and love i had while writing it, but please check out my other stuff too!! i swear i've gotten better lol

little update for y'all; i'm gonna write an alternate update for benevolent, just to see if maybe my original direction wasn't *it*, and hopefully i can get that out next week! i'll have another rewritten chapter of false god out by friday at the latest, and.. i've been working on another project in drafts that i just can't wait to post anymore.. so..

i have an update for benevolent finished but i'm second guessing it, i /love/ the direction i'm taking with it but i'm worried it's too much??? idk ://

is wp dead or am i nuts :(

benevolent update FRIDAY!! woo!! also, i'll toss out a few chapters of false god this week that i've revamped and backlogged :')

getting notifs when people comment or vote on somebody else is exciting but i also remember how much of a shitstorm that book is i'm conflicted omfg

with the holiday this week, i'm not sure if i'll be able to get an update out on benevolent but i will absolutely try my hardest! and, just to let y'all know, i'm also bringing back false god with some tweaks ;) i've been missing mechanic luke like crazy