vitam_et_mortem

You guys should go check out my new book that I just published if you want IDC, but if you want to I am taking some constructive criticism so please if you want you can go check out my new book!!!

man_of_the_bsoiso_s

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I want all of you who are suffering to continue pushing through the hardships. It's not going to be easy, which is understandable since life and/or loss isn't easy, but you have to try. You may think that you aren't cared for, but look at all the amazing people you've met online, some (or most) of which are going through somewhat or really similar struggles. Look at all the friends you've made around the world, who will tell you themselves that they care about what happens to you
          
          Most of all, I want you to think ahead, to where your life could be SO much better than the one you're living now
          
          Find a loyal, loving partner (if you so choose to have one). It's not easy to find one in the kind of world we live in now, but they are bound to be out there somewhere
          
          Raise a better, loving generation, so that they hopefully won't have to go through the hardships you had to face (this can be done in multiple ways, but you can do whichever you find the most comfortable with)
          
          Feel strong and proud that you survived and pushed through something that could have broken you and so many others
          
          I know that it's not that easy to just "get over it", as that's not possible, but I also don't know how badly broken you all are deep inside. The fact that this world is so fucked up makes me wish I wasn't born in it, despite having such a wonderful and caring family that many don't have. But I also wish I could provide more of an impact on the world, so that things could be better in the future
          
          However, I may just be a small stepping stone in a wide, wild river, which is why I can't be the only change to push the world towards a better future
          
          
          
          
          
          
          P.S, this is not mine, this is from someone else, and I strongly agree with it. Send this out if you can, and this is from @AuroraTheDragon174

man_of_the_bsoiso_s

Just a small question here. Why are we back to ground 0? We holdin a grudge again? Are we going to make it 2 years? 3? How long should I wait? Should I just accept that we will end up going to college and not have spoken to each other since 7th grade? Through me a bone(   = >    ) here! I try to keep peace, and keep my friends together, but it doesn't work! It started when Makayla moved in 5th grade, one of my 2, maybe 3 friends. Then Marrisa moved in 6th, you started the grudge in 7th, and now Hayden and Jessie are mad at Iva and vice versa, Hayden and Jessie don't really talk to me. I mean seriously, I have been Hayden's loyal friend for a couple years, and now she's handing out b-day invites to people she has hated up until a few months ago and kicking me to the curb! You talk to me for what, a week? 2? And now are starting the grudge again! You must really hate me to dangle the proverbial carrot in front of my nose and then snatch it back! And on top of it all, Jocelyn is switching school at the end of the year, I'm stressed with high school class sign-up, my brother went to college, I'm stressed with our normal classes,and  I have something like band competition or History Bee or Quiz Bowl every few days it seems like, plus camp. I feel like I'm constantly splitting apart, and I'm breaking Justin. Ok? Are you happy now? I'm finally broken. Throw a party why doncha! I. AM. NOT. OK. Happy?! I just... want my friends back. I want my MOM back. I feel like some greater power s just slowly taking away the people close to me untill I have nothing left. Just, hold the people you love close Justin. Especially your familly. You never know when they will be taken away from you.
          
          Wishing you well while breaking down, 
          A.R.D.W

vitam_et_mortem

@UnderFreshFriskIT_DT It's hard to let people in because I don't know how to explain it to people. I put on this brave face and no one ever knows that I am actually hurting on the inside. I want to get help from people that love me but it is hard because I feel like they don't understand what is going on. I go home an cry and cry and cry, but I never feel better. I take care of others because I am not worth taking care of. As I have stated I am in an inescapable maze and I need out but I don't know how. I can see the people I love on the other side but I can't physically get to them. Maybe that is why I try to be scary because I know that I can't be the happiest person in the world and instead of being sad I take my anger out on the people I love the most and when I feel like they know what is going on they really don't. 
            
            J. A. S.
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man_of_the_bsoiso_s

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            I'm sorry. But, I'm still here for you. (another virtual hug)
            
            People never trulyy know what is going on inside someone's head. Lord know we try. But, we just have to be there for each other, k? Let ME be there for YOU.
            
            Please, my friend?
            
            Knowing that there are no true words for feelings,
            A.R.D.W
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vitam_et_mortem

@UnderFreshFriskIT_DT https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5yaoMjaAmE
            https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5cPQg3oq-o
            https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IvlRQ30Ibg
            These songs show what is going on inside my head. Look at them if you want, don't look if you want IDC. It is the songs that remind me of what I am going through.
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vitam_et_mortem

Just a little informal poll respond or don't IDC who wants me to make a drawing book where I put my drawings.

man_of_the_bsoiso_s

@vitam_et_mortem well u already did it, so keep doing it
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vitam_et_mortem

To anyone who goes  Norris, I am pleased to say that.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................We don't have school tomorrow!!

vitam_et_mortem

So I just finished my book, Zodiac Signs and I am so happy about how it turned out. I love it in every single way and I hope you like it too. Please read, comment, and vote. Don't forget to read my other book Not who I Think I am. Thanks! :P