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@vitiosvs it's okay, it happens to the best of us. Maybe you can apologize to them or do something for them to make up for it? Like you could cook them something nice or buy them something as an apology. 

@seven_hues thank you love, this itself is so poetic <3 i hope they can see the person that i am through these cracks — arguing isn't what i want but somehow i felt that was the only way to get my point across.

@vitiosvs ah, i get it. rage has a way of clawing its way out. but that guilt feeling is a sign that you care, even after the storm. i've been there, screaming because the silence couldn't carry the weight, and then sitting in the quiet afterward, drowning in the guilt. but you know what? it's human. it's messy and imperfect, but it's real. maybe all you can do now is own it, show them the calmer side that feels bad, and let that be enough. they'll see your heart through the cracks.

@vitiosvs gosh I was thinking of watching it. But I'm so picky about what I choose to watch. Is it worth it? What'd you rate it out of 10?

@Kmytho it's about two friends who met at a boxing ring and their story goes onto fighting a large criminal organization that fools people, mainly owners of small businesses into taking large sum of money as loan and making them a sign a paper where they have to payback the loan every week. or else the loan increases by a million or smthing. so one of the friends' mother was fooled and they had come to torture him and his mother. and seeing this he decided to fight the entire org. it's an action kdrama: but it's super super good!

@vitiosvs what is it about? 

@-tearism 's message below reminded me . xx

What I'm really saying, in all too many words apparently, is that I really ADORREE your name/preferred name!!

Dawn was another competitor to that but I was leaning towards Ray!! Eventually I just ended up following my inward ghost of spontaneity:')

you as well lovely 

you can call me crystal to avoid confusion lol 

It’s a nickname I used a while back 

@lina_ledovskaya u r welcome <3

@Sxlly_Gxrl it's literally everywhere now,, even on ig & youtube 

that is so true
            thats why i ignore the newspaper when i myself know bad news awaits me. T-T

no, seriously that was the first thought that came in my mind.

And thanks for saying my mediocre account, pretty. Definitely boosed my self esteem :)

wow, you've pretty name ray.

how are you feeling?

terrible.

having toothache.

Hiii lovely!! ❤

Thank you for yesterday Ray! 
            It means a lot to me ♡ 
            I think am doing alright, not so good yet but eventually I will be

I would really love to connect with you on Ig but t_t unfortunately am not there!