viv951

So like, hey guys am back again, never died, still alive and kicking. Hope to write again. See you soon

viv951

Something bad happened to I and my mom yesterday, someone accused my mom of stealing something, which she knows her son must have stolen, my mum cried yesterday, for the first time in my life, I felt so useless, like if I worked hard and make my mom proud,such things wouldn't have happened, I hate my moms family with perfect hatred, I hate them with everything in me, and I promise, I will make them pay one by one

viv951

Do you guys believe in spirituality, cause I do,
          Today someone died , someone really close to my family,
          Cause of death: car accident
          Reason: he followed is father to go and eat in his father's mistress house, cause she was having a party then.
          Why I believe it not natural,
          The father that took him there nothing happened to him, and the were in the same car
          
          Only the son was badly injured and immediately rushed to a hospital
          
          The doctor said his rib came out of his side
          
          After the accident, his father's new wife which also took care of him since he was young, came to know about the accident, and that him and the dad went to eat in his father's girlfriend house
          
          The dad as at least three ex wife, a current wife and two mistresses
          
          So the son is not the current wife child.
          
          I believe the current wife went to do something to the child so that the father will never take another girlfriend
          
          Or the boys step brothers killed him due to jealousy, cause the father loved him the most among his children, and he has atleast six children that I know of
          
          The child looks like someone that meant to make it big in life, but he died, today
          
          I swear that is the only child that truly loves his dad, and he died today
          What is the dad going to do now
          
          The doctor took  at least 4,792 dollars for the boys treatment

viv951

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As anyone of you ever wondered why you were born in to your family.
          Well I always do wonder why I am born.
          
          Truthfully speaking, am tired of it all, am tired of my mom crying and overthinking,  am tired of my brothers being the source of her tears , am tired of my aunt fuelling all the chaos up, am tired of it all
          
          Everything just changed after my dad's death, that makes me to think that my dad didn't really die a natural death, may be he was poisoned ,
          Who knows
          
          Anyways as promised a short story is coming your way, just pray that am able to survive all this hardship and shit life throws at .me.
          
          Good bye

viv951

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So guys I saw something on Twitter about some ot 6 disrespecting our Jungkook, if you don't like him, don't, but don't go on social media to criticize that kind boy, there are people who loves him, and who won't take shit, about criticizing Jungkook. 
          
          If I were to get married in the future, and my future husband and kids ask me to choose between them and Jungkook, then my answer will be Jungkook, my future husband can divorce me all he want, I ain't gonna change my decision and besides, they are other men in the world, and if my future kids hate me, I will give birth to another one, am a woman for God sake. And I will gladly raise him or her in the ways of an army.
          
          If I were to be asked about what's the most important people in my life is, my answer will be, 
          
          God
          Myself
          Jungkook
          Taehyung
          Other BTS members
          My mum
          My future kids 
          My brothers and aunt
          My husband
          
          Wanna know why my husband is the last, cause no one last forever he has to work hard for him to get to were my mum is, if he ain't a jerk.
          
          Anyway what I just want to say is that, that guy doesn't deserve all this shit, he loves us with all his heart, then why hate such a kind soul mmm.
          Pls let's learn to respect others, so that our younger generation will respect us.
          
          All we army know, is the BTS, of his life, we are just some, character rented to place him higher, we are just a stepping stone, he is the real hero of his life, so let's us learn to do our job well as a stepping stone, don't let us bring him down. Have a nice day guys
          
          
          # RESPECT JUNGKOOK

viv951

Well if you see this, you see it, and if you don't reply then congratulations, am gonna right what I wanna write, so that when I come back here later in the future I can have a good laugh or a good cry when needed.
          
          So this happened around last week, I and my mom were talking about people dying, cause her younger sister lost her husband around last two weeks
          
          So I asked my mom this question
          "Mom I don't know what's wrong with me, anytime I think about my dad (cause he is dead) I just feel blank inside, am I becoming heartless",
          Then she was like" no dear, it's only God that heal you, and took away your pain"
          
          I know inside me that it's a big lie, am not saying that God don't heal, am just saying that in my own case, am not healed am just heart broken, that I don't feel anything anymore, am already heartless concerning this.

viv951

Sorry but I just really want to share this with you guys.
          
          When I watch a video on YouTube and I just go to the comments section to see what people think about the video, then I see a comment that says, what a disrespectful or disgusting world we live in, am like if you don't like it then just die already.
          Am I bad for thinking that way, pls share your opinion