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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH LOVES <33333

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TW: self harm, suicidal thoughts
          
          
          It shown like glitter, like someone mixed some rose pink glitter with some paper glue, dipped a brush in it and dragged it across her hand. She traced her eyes over the red patch and the two strokes of glittering pink in it. Her thumb was shaking. The torment it had gone through was slowly taking it's toll. She had spent a minute, harshly stroking a pen against the skin over her thumb joint. Was that supposed to hurt? 
          
          She discarded the broken piece of plastic which she had drawn across her skin twice, only to be mesmerized by the glittering liquid that meekly seeped out. There was no blood. She was a little disappointed. But the clear liquid trickling over reddened skin was quite a sight. She closed her eyes.
          
          In a swift movement, she grabbed the plastic, the safety pin and the pen and stuffed them under the bed and shifted her gaze to her watch which she had opened to get better access to her skin. 1:13; study, she had to study. 
          
          Margot pulled out the sheets of notes from inside her books and resumed her reading. The transparent liquid seeped till it realised it was being ignored. It stopped.
          
          
          (just a little something out of my exam schedule)
          

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I heard him call out my name from behind but, it was all a farfetched wail asking me to halt. Halt, I'd never do for an unsure and shallow decision. With shaky limbs gripping on to the marble rail, I hauled myself onto the top. Perched on the rails of a verandah situated on the twentieth floor, I scanned the horizon which I headed for. Another agonizing scream followed suit as his hurried footsteps approached closer. I lunged forward and surrendered myself to nature's mercy. Cold air hit my body, tearing away every inch of tension from the wearied muscles, the wearied soul. I tried facing my back to the ground and the wind favoured so. 
          
          There, I saw him; falling with me, falling for me. Soon he caught up with me and encased me in his familiar warmth, and soon, we lay peacefully in a wooden coffin, just big enough for both of us to fit, facing the blue sky, in a field full of sunflowers. This is what blood tastes like; this is what sinning tastes like; this is what heaven feels like.
          
          An alternative to the ending of Lee Know's DEATH NEVER DOES US APART ;)

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DEATH NEVER DOES US APART is officially a series now! Go check out the second part! Find out who's the next member :) (eek...I'm bad at advertising)

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So since Hwang Hyunjin killed everyone with his AOTM two hours ago, I decided to publish I DIED IN THE FIRST CHAPTER today... I hope you all love it... I only published the first two chapters... Give it a read and maybe a few votes and comments here and there... Hehe... I love you all so much ❤️❤️
          About the update timings... I srsly don't know ... Give me some time yall