vivalatrench

pokemon go happened and im never home anymore

vivalatrench

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Hello fun story i dont even know the name to my own fanfic i had wattpad and the google doc open at the same time and realised they have completely different names on the doc and the website not even like working title like somewhere between copying and pasting i forgot and called it something else and i prefer my original title but i love my cover and theres no way im gonna be able to remake that because it has about 8 million different effects on it so yeah
          
          fuck me i guess

vivalatrench

Just finished writing the next chapter to ATTYS. Its twice as long as all the other chapters. 
          Sorry it took so long, I've just been feeling uninspired in this chapter in particular.  Not the story, just that chapter was a road block for me. But I'm over that hump and into the next chapter. 
          It will be posted tomorrow.

vivalatrench

i am trying to write but i ate weirdly today and heres a fun fact about ur friendly neighbourhood writer im recovering from an ED and my body is unhappy with what i gave it today na di cANT STOP SHAKIGN  i am uPSET i dont eat my hands are cold i cant write i eat my body goes "wtf is this what do u want me to do with this" and i cant write

wtfwentz

Take all the time you need ❤️ Hope you feel better 
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wtfwentz

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I'm near the end of Smile Like Ritalin. I'm at THE part and I just want to say it would have been less painful if you stabbed me in the chest god damn it I'm so upset  it's such a quality story though fuck

vivalatrench

@wtfwentz probably I have 2 friends who have read the whole plot and they both cried so
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wtfwentz

I will but will it make me want to die too? 
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mtrencherr

I realize that you're finshed with your old stories, but Smile Like Ritalin was probably my favorite story ever. Though the ending, was sad for me, I just wanted to ask if you ever had a specific ending for it, do Josh and MJ get back together? Or do they just stay friends?

vivalatrench

@mtrencherr I know 100% of the plot to every story I ever wrote (except cherry bomb honestly I forget that completely) If u wanna PM me we could discuss it I really dont care about the stories so I'll talk about the end of anything but ATTYS
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vivalatrench

Regarding my current state involving writing. 
          
          I love writing, I really do. And I'm loving this story...but my life is really hectic right now. I'm looking at a promotion possibility at one of my jobs right now, and this could be such a good thing for my life.
          
          But, I suffer from ADHD. A symptom of this disorder is when I get the idea to do something, or something might happen to me, I essentially go into a state of anxiety and or panic until I do the thing or it happens. I'm currently sitting in that state, and It could go on for a week or it could go on for three months. 
          
          Right now, I'm managing it with constant outer stimulation. It means I'm not sleeping, and I'm not turning off the TV or putting down the controller. Unfortunately, writing means delving directly into my brain which is a mess right now. It should calm down a bit with time, but I can't move forward into helping my promotion along until Thursday so we could be looking at wanting to jump off a cliff for that long. 
          
          Anyway i hope you guys enjoyed chapter 3 vote comment tell ur friends