viviineo

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          	i am so fucking tired of school, its fun nd all but it gives too much stress.  im fucking drained, my friends probably just uses me for buying them snacks nd shit. i only probably only have 1 actual real friend in school, but i dont know anymore he probably doesnt even want to talk to me, maybe im annoying? am i that annoying, my mom keeps comparing me to my cousin. i feel like im actually helpless, is school really easy? am i just really dumb? am i just really dramatic?. i mess everything up. am i good enough? do i look good enough? why am i always getting blamed for something i didnt do? do they actually like me? are they faking? did i say something wrong? shouldve shut my mouth. i feel uncomfortable. why am i like this, why did i turn out like this, arent i too young for this? did i grow up too fast? i'm such a pussy i cant even defend myself. i'm letting THEM control me. am i that weak? i feel so so tired, im so drained, i want to die and i dont want to at the same time! if i kms what will happen to my family? i dont want them crying just because i killed myself. my online friends are the only reason i still have motivation rn, i dont know what to do anymore. i always get yelled at for not knowing shit. am i that dumb? will i ever find love? maybe not!! im just a useless helpless little girl!!!

viviineo

@yuunaluvrz thanks nd sure, i'll take a break from discord, i'll take a break for a few days. plus i want to meet you, rei nd ivy soon!!!!!!
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ynaenis

@viviineo :: vin, it's fine to be tired, okay? what you need is a break, not any of this sh!t. you can try to take a break from discord and start focusing on yourself more, especially if you want to be the better version of yourself. it's just a burnout, and you need a motivation to keep you going. me, and the others are here for you, vin. we can be your motivation. remember, we're all going to meet each other and become rich, right? let's make that dream turn into a reality and work hard. and just, don't pay attention to anyone who you think is using or comparing you, they're a waste of your time.
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viviineo

this message may be offensive 
vent haha u can ignore
          
          
          
          i am so fucking tired of school, its fun nd all but it gives too much stress.  im fucking drained, my friends probably just uses me for buying them snacks nd shit. i only probably only have 1 actual real friend in school, but i dont know anymore he probably doesnt even want to talk to me, maybe im annoying? am i that annoying, my mom keeps comparing me to my cousin. i feel like im actually helpless, is school really easy? am i just really dumb? am i just really dramatic?. i mess everything up. am i good enough? do i look good enough? why am i always getting blamed for something i didnt do? do they actually like me? are they faking? did i say something wrong? shouldve shut my mouth. i feel uncomfortable. why am i like this, why did i turn out like this, arent i too young for this? did i grow up too fast? i'm such a pussy i cant even defend myself. i'm letting THEM control me. am i that weak? i feel so so tired, im so drained, i want to die and i dont want to at the same time! if i kms what will happen to my family? i dont want them crying just because i killed myself. my online friends are the only reason i still have motivation rn, i dont know what to do anymore. i always get yelled at for not knowing shit. am i that dumb? will i ever find love? maybe not!! im just a useless helpless little girl!!!

viviineo

@yuunaluvrz thanks nd sure, i'll take a break from discord, i'll take a break for a few days. plus i want to meet you, rei nd ivy soon!!!!!!
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ynaenis

@viviineo :: vin, it's fine to be tired, okay? what you need is a break, not any of this sh!t. you can try to take a break from discord and start focusing on yourself more, especially if you want to be the better version of yourself. it's just a burnout, and you need a motivation to keep you going. me, and the others are here for you, vin. we can be your motivation. remember, we're all going to meet each other and become rich, right? let's make that dream turn into a reality and work hard. and just, don't pay attention to anyone who you think is using or comparing you, they're a waste of your time.
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