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OH MY GOD NOSTALGIA IS GOING TO FUCKING KILL ME
          	i just listened to girl of my dreams, and this audio was popular around 2022-2023 time and I FUCMKING MISS IT SO MUCHHH, i jusgt wish i can turn my mind off i obsessed with things like friendship so much and yearn and crave for it so much i never get any real friends to hang out with. and when i was younger in elementary i was sooo obsessed with the idea of friends that even tho they bullied me i put up w their bullshit so i can have friends to larp, then in 6th grade i just stopped caring, i was in online skl the year, didnt talk to anyone, and isolated myself from people other than online and mind u i wasnt doing shit, i was cheating on everything and scrolling insta reels in the meantime. anyways, summer comes by and i make very cool friends, they were online which makes it wayy more mundane, but having online friends at this time was still a huge thing for me yk, and they were around 15yrs so they had different humor (around my age now lmao) and i detached and finally made friedns and it felt sooo goodd, like we would tlka all day n night like i loved these ppl, and mine u i joined the already trio and it was not one bit awkward. anyways it ended quick, fast forward first day of 7th grade (i had moved mid way 6th grade thats why i was online) and new school, i talked to ppl not really caring for friends (livinig in the mindset of im my own bsf, i dont need anyone other than muself), amd i js followed this alr friendgroup and wtv didnt care. around 2nd week i met this girl, and she was on my bus and she was so cool, talked to her but didnt rlly care abt being her friend. around 2nd month of skl, i tlaked to a lot of ppl in my class wtv and she made friends in the school, got 2 besties, and 1 random guy, and 4 new students. and we kinda made a group chat just for webtoon lmaoo and so we can read together. anyways, we all got super close and became a friendgroup!! and when i tell u this was the best time of my liffee

viyxrds

holy yap (IGNORE) if u want ofc
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          	   friendship ive had with those 2 cuz its never been that good for me before, and even tho she wasnt perfect it came at a perfect time, i just kept praying and hoping and detaching but its so hard yk like all i ever wanna do is chase that high, and i obsess to much i never even get close. like my friends r random smelly gr6 boys cuz theyre the only ppl outside rn, its so sad and i see these tiktoks of parties, and people runnig around w their friends, ppl going on rooftops watching the sunset--like i wanna chase that high, thats all i crave
          	  -ok im gonna stop now im too lazy to writing more, but insane how this came from one snippit of a song lmao. 
          	  (i also missed a lot of parts lol like anothee guy was added to the friendgroup, the class in general but wtv)
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lifee like i remember it so well, one day in december there was a pa day (which means skls off so the teachers have an extra day to catch up, meetings, etc) and me and 2 other girls went to hang out since the other 3 girls lived on the other side of the skl, and the 1 guy didnt come cuz one of the girl has strict parents abt that sutff...and we went to walmart and her house and this was the first ive done smth lkike this with ppl, and my heart just felt so full and i felt so happy and like i was ready to die bcuz this is all i wanted to feel or the best thing a human could feel. and we eended up doing this every week (going to tims, walmart, one of each houses cuz i hated the idea of mu parenys acting w my friends in a certain way) and sometimes we went on trails, and couple times we went with the guy friend, and hes lived here his entire life so he got friends sometimes etc, it sounds super mundane but for a bullied 7th grader this was above heaven. btw in feb i got close to this girl in geography class and she goined the group. and we've hung out bunch before just not weekly and as well as these friends and we didnt only hang out weekly, like it was couple times a week sometims. then during june, my friend moved my bsf the main leader that got everyone close togethe,r and we were still all friends ofc, but it was a bit more awkward, and once she moved in the summer of gr7, no one hung out with me anymore, like in general, other girl in trio was w cousins all the time, and everyone from the other side only wanted to hang out for like 3-4 hrs like once a month. and gr8 we joined in friendgriups from the guys sister and her bsf and the rest of our friends. and blah blah blah. and everyday i just chase for the
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OH MY GOD NOSTALGIA IS GOING TO FUCKING KILL ME
          i just listened to girl of my dreams, and this audio was popular around 2022-2023 time and I FUCMKING MISS IT SO MUCHHH, i jusgt wish i can turn my mind off i obsessed with things like friendship so much and yearn and crave for it so much i never get any real friends to hang out with. and when i was younger in elementary i was sooo obsessed with the idea of friends that even tho they bullied me i put up w their bullshit so i can have friends to larp, then in 6th grade i just stopped caring, i was in online skl the year, didnt talk to anyone, and isolated myself from people other than online and mind u i wasnt doing shit, i was cheating on everything and scrolling insta reels in the meantime. anyways, summer comes by and i make very cool friends, they were online which makes it wayy more mundane, but having online friends at this time was still a huge thing for me yk, and they were around 15yrs so they had different humor (around my age now lmao) and i detached and finally made friedns and it felt sooo goodd, like we would tlka all day n night like i loved these ppl, and mine u i joined the already trio and it was not one bit awkward. anyways it ended quick, fast forward first day of 7th grade (i had moved mid way 6th grade thats why i was online) and new school, i talked to ppl not really caring for friends (livinig in the mindset of im my own bsf, i dont need anyone other than muself), amd i js followed this alr friendgroup and wtv didnt care. around 2nd week i met this girl, and she was on my bus and she was so cool, talked to her but didnt rlly care abt being her friend. around 2nd month of skl, i tlaked to a lot of ppl in my class wtv and she made friends in the school, got 2 besties, and 1 random guy, and 4 new students. and we kinda made a group chat just for webtoon lmaoo and so we can read together. anyways, we all got super close and became a friendgroup!! and when i tell u this was the best time of my liffee

viyxrds

holy yap (IGNORE) if u want ofc
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             friendship ive had with those 2 cuz its never been that good for me before, and even tho she wasnt perfect it came at a perfect time, i just kept praying and hoping and detaching but its so hard yk like all i ever wanna do is chase that high, and i obsess to much i never even get close. like my friends r random smelly gr6 boys cuz theyre the only ppl outside rn, its so sad and i see these tiktoks of parties, and people runnig around w their friends, ppl going on rooftops watching the sunset--like i wanna chase that high, thats all i crave
            -ok im gonna stop now im too lazy to writing more, but insane how this came from one snippit of a song lmao. 
            (i also missed a lot of parts lol like anothee guy was added to the friendgroup, the class in general but wtv)
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viyxrds

lifee like i remember it so well, one day in december there was a pa day (which means skls off so the teachers have an extra day to catch up, meetings, etc) and me and 2 other girls went to hang out since the other 3 girls lived on the other side of the skl, and the 1 guy didnt come cuz one of the girl has strict parents abt that sutff...and we went to walmart and her house and this was the first ive done smth lkike this with ppl, and my heart just felt so full and i felt so happy and like i was ready to die bcuz this is all i wanted to feel or the best thing a human could feel. and we eended up doing this every week (going to tims, walmart, one of each houses cuz i hated the idea of mu parenys acting w my friends in a certain way) and sometimes we went on trails, and couple times we went with the guy friend, and hes lived here his entire life so he got friends sometimes etc, it sounds super mundane but for a bullied 7th grader this was above heaven. btw in feb i got close to this girl in geography class and she goined the group. and we've hung out bunch before just not weekly and as well as these friends and we didnt only hang out weekly, like it was couple times a week sometims. then during june, my friend moved my bsf the main leader that got everyone close togethe,r and we were still all friends ofc, but it was a bit more awkward, and once she moved in the summer of gr7, no one hung out with me anymore, like in general, other girl in trio was w cousins all the time, and everyone from the other side only wanted to hang out for like 3-4 hrs like once a month. and gr8 we joined in friendgriups from the guys sister and her bsf and the rest of our friends. and blah blah blah. and everyday i just chase for the
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viyxrds

why is reading only fun when u have exams

viyxrds

@blueveelvet its so irritating
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@Ari_is_a_panda u get me bestie
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blueveelvet

@viyxrds soo truee
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viyxrds

guys im so sad rn--i have 2 more weeks of school and theres so much work and im getting so much old i dont wanna be in 11th grade next year it sounds so old im so scared i hate myself AND I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I WANNA DOOOO WTFFF

Brianna852778

Omg same babes!!!
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viyxrds

@newromantics_23 GIRL ME TOOOO LIKE IM NOT MAKING IT OUTTT ALIVEE ATLEAST WE IN THIS TOGEYHERR
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newromantics_23

@viyxrds WAIT ME TOO omg the concept of being an upperclassman is stressing me out so bad. My parents won’t stop talking about SAT and APs and internships. They keep comparing me to everyone and it’s stressing me out ToT.  AND I HAVE FINALS NEXT WEEK AND I NEED BETTER GRADES UGHH SOS
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newromantics_23

OMG YOU WERE WATCHING THE LIVESTREAM TOO??? I didn't realize it was opening night today until i accidently stumbled upon it 9 min before it started and i watched the whole thing IT WAS SO GOOD I NEEDED TO SHARE MY EXCITEMENT YK CUZ I WAS VIBING UNTIL 1 AM
          
          if only i had tickets ToT

viyxrds

@newromantics_23 HAHA ME TOO I WAS ON TIKTOK AND EVERYONE WAS GOING CRAZY AND HOUR BEFORE AND I WAS LIKE !!!?!? ALREADY 
            and i completely forgot after, but i joined a live stream it was 1 minute before starting so i was very lucky!! 
            and yess it was so beautifully done, i wish it was a stadiuim and she put more dates and places!! i wish she came to toronto so i couldve gotten tickets
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