Hiii babies!
I just wanna vent a little.
I’ve always been a super positive person, even in tough times. I don’t know why, but I like to stay optimistic. I try to see the good in everyone, but I can also sense fake people (my gut never fails me, haha). Once I sense it, I just don’t vibe with them.
I don’t have a huge friend circle—just a small, close one. I’ve always been in a trio, and it’s the best. Later, I got to know more people from my school (who were just “hi-hello” friends before), and they became special to me. I love my little circle so much.
I have a best friend from Standard 3. She used to have a lot of negative energy, so I didn’t talk to her much (mostly because her boyfriend was fake). Not to sound harsh, but I was dealing with depression myself. I was always honest with her, though, and told her when she was messing up. She’s changed a lot now—still has her moments, but she’s amazing.
Right now, she’s keeping me grounded and making me study. I hadn’t studied properly for over two years and delayed my A-Levels, but she stepped up. She tutors six students at home, goes to university, is class president, and still makes time for her loved ones. And even with all that, she told me, "No matter what, I’ll make time for you, Samira. You can do this. You will study. You will finish your physics and math chapters and send me pictures, and I’ll check them for you. If needed, I’ll even ask my brother to help."
I can’t even explain how grateful I feel.
Also, huge respect to my parents for never giving up on me, even when I feel like a disappointment. My relationship with my dad is kind of love/hate, but he never gave up on me. When he saw me studying these past two days, he told my new English teacher, "Since she’s finally willing to study by herself, please help her." That really shocked me, but I felt so grateful.
Okay, I updated Chapter 2 of Beneath We Ruins, We Remain! Give it a read!
https://www.wattpad.com/1518859027-chapter-2