vkook_obsessed

Although I am back from my break, i would like to tell you something. I never share anything personal. But rn i have no one to talk to, and I think, venting here to my little bees is all I can do. 
          
          Someone so precious to me, someone who's been there without asking for anything in return, someone who knew me more than I know myself, is missing for a month. 
          
          Today, July 4 marks the Day 30 of that person not being in contact with me, we are very close friends. Very very close. 
          
          I hope everything in their life is good, that person is fine, and...we didn't have a fight or anything. The last conversation on June 4 was perfect, happy and all, and...then, vanished in thin air. No sign. And I have no idea where to find them. 
          
          There hasn't been a single day when I haven't texted in the inbox asking if they're okay, and that, they can share if it's heavy to hold alone. But no response. Not even online. 
          
          So, idk, i feel so numb today that i cried. A lot. I have lost many friends, fake friends to be precise but I don't want to lose this person. It would take that tiny shred of belief i have in God. 
          
          I hope we reunite and they come back as soon as possible because a properly explained goodbye would hurt less than this silence. 
          
          I am sad. 
          
          ~vam

HIATUS is over. I'll start writing again soon. 
          
          Stay here for the next update of Stuck With You. 
          
          ~vam❤️

Good morning baby beans❤️
          
          Good news... I'll start writing again. So you'll get an update. 

Happy New Year to my lovelies❤️
          
          I hope 2026 brings amazing opportunities, success, health, wealth, prosperity, peace and immense happiness in all our lives. 
          
          I hope i update more and more (though i don't have wifi for the next three months so bare with me please) but I wish I could really give you as much as I can even though it's inconvenient. 
          
          I wish the best for all of us. To have lives we all want, relationships, jobs, family and future, everything. 
          
          I hope we heal and find our mental peace over stress and realise nothing is more important than us ourselves. 
          
          I hope we find self reflection, continue to be peaceful, spread love, and be the best versions of ourselves. 
          
          I love you all. Remember you're beautiful and loved. You are above all for yourself. You should be your priority. 
          
          ~vam❤️

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          This is the new profile❤️

Hi baby berries! 
          
          Just opened a new Wattpad account as glossedink_svt for Seventeen fanfics! You can find the id in my profile. 
          
          Follow and give ideas! Open for book requests, plots, name suggestions etc etc. 
          
          Show some love there too. 
          
          I love you all so much. 
          
          ~vam

Been two years since I started writing Stuck With You. As a naive writer in 2023, i was very excited and scared. I still get scared when i publish a new chapter. I guess it's a habit for not only me, but every writer. The perspective and view of every individual reader matters more than a reader knows.
          
          But i noticed something. That is, since the last few updates, I am losing vision. I am losing perspective and narration. 
          
          I take a lot of time to remember every detail before writing every chapter. It takes me too long to write now. Maybe because I have become more professional with the concept of my book. I never even imagined SWY would reach even 1k but now it's on 14k. It was or it still is a very small idea which I'm writing and you guys are reading. 
          
          At the end of the day, i always think of you guys and i just hope I don't disappoint you all. Even if there's only one reader, I would do my best with writing and updating. 
          
          Life's hard. Yes it is with my career and I have my exams coming. I'm preparing for a government job rn. So, I will try my best to update as much as possible whenever i get time. 
          
          
          Love you all.
          
          ~vam♡

Starting my new year today. Officially ending 23 and beginning 24. 
          
          The 23 years of my life have been so exciting yet I feel like I was just 10 years old yesterday. And the best part was when I decided to write as fun. Thank you for supporting me here. You all are important in my life for just being there and silently supporting me. I love you all. 
          
          Anyways. Happy Birthday to me. I love myself so much❤️.
          
          ~vam. 

Chapter 34 of SWY is out!!!! 

OMG. Next chapter is so hard to write. Believe me!
          
          So many emotions and drama. 
          
          Alsooo, it's officially my birth month. Gonna turn 24 soon. I am old. HAHA.