There's this thing that has been occupying my mind for quite a while now and I think it's about time that I bring it out to you all.
I no longer feel confident about what I write. Every time I edit my drafts or re-read my chapters, I end up cringing. Even after I publish them, I end up regretting doing so. My writing seems so bland and tedious, it always seems to be missing something. I can't help but notice the wrong sentence formations and the lack of usage of the right words. It all seems to be thrown onto the chapter, which is not something I aim for.
I want my books to be the best of my presentations. If they are to be something that define me and my thoughts then I want them to reflect what's exactly in my head, which sadly, I've not been able to do for quite some time now, the reason I do not know but I'm trying to figure it out. I need time to improve myself, which I lack due to being in high school. I've got back-to-back examinations and I feel bad for not trying hard enough to make it through. I don't want to make y'all wait for my half-hearted updates so I'm going to be unpublishing all my works.
I'm sorry to everyone who has been looking forward to reading my books. I genuinely am.
