My dear Lord,
I've left my love behind
In a bottle under the sea.
My dear Lord,
Here I am, stuck in a never ending page,
Pretending that you can hear me.
Here I am, finally at my last breath
Praying that you know what I feel.
My dear Lord,
I do not know what to make of this life or how to live it anymore.
My dear Lord,
You've stained my teeth.
With your love I've pumped up my veins
With your blessing I've shut down my brain.
The lines dried out your eternal pain;
Like a fossilised shell in the depths of hell.
My dear Lord,
I'll drink another cup of your tea
To find you at the bottom and finally be free.
I will sail your seas
Till I run out of me.
My dear Lord,
My mouth is going numb
My mind has no sound
My sins manifested on my skin.
I can barely breathe.
My dear Lord,
I've split into two
Between who you wanted and who I'm meant to be.
I am your Midas: I've fixed the world with my gold touch
Yet my soul remains forever empty.
I will not wake up tomorrow
I died days ago
Why does your light shine on me still?