Hi guys! I know I haven't updated in a long time! and I'm sorry but i have a lot going on. My dad is having a hard time getting over his surgery and my mom isn't making things better. I'm just going to talk to you guys for a minute so you have an understanding on what I'm going through. My twin brother isnt the nicest person so I try to stay away from him which usually means anywhere but home. My mom and dad are alchoholics and my mom deffenitely has or will have lung cancer since she smokes 2 packs of ciggarrettes a day. Both my parents will eventually have that liver thing where the alchohol eats away your liver and doctors have to pump off fluids from your stomach all the time. My Dad is a work aholic so he would rather work than sleep or spen time with us. Which for some reason im okay with. I spend most of my time away from home or in my room with the door closed. I sing all the time. If I'm not just listening to the music, I'm singing it. I sing in two different groups. I sing in at church every sunday in our "Band" we dont have a choir, and I sing in a band outside of that. An actual big band where we preform and stuff! anyways my mom is fixing to have to get a job because we dont have enough money to send my brother and I to school. that leaves my grandma driving us to and from school and to my volleyball and my brother's skeet shooting stuff. That also means we will be home by ourselves, not necisarily a bad thing besides I have to come out my room to cook and clean for everybody, which I do most of anyways. I also believe that my parents want a divorce. They fight all the time unless theyre drinking which doesnt make since to me, but what ever! Anyways when your about to send me private messages or comments on my stories or post on my message board telling me to update, please think about everything I'm going through. Just hang with me and I will update as soon as possible. I love you guys! Bye little raindrops!