@vskreseniye
some of them might know that i rlly like singing n making music
so if any of y'alls would like to hear a german cover of apocalypse by cigarettes after sex with relatively bad mic quality can link it here :>
if anyone actually does listen - i gotta announce too that it is not that good at the start but, to me at least, it gets better the further one listens
I invented a new word because i nearly had a crashout because this language doesnt have enough words to cover a certain behaviour i want to describe with one term.
which is this one:
blusker (noun)
the activity of denying ones own flusteredness in an irritated, defensive way out of embrassment.
adjective: bluskerish
verb: to blusker
please spread we need this word
i hope yalls r doing fine
God bless <3
@JessKnitz i mean as a person that natively speaks german one could say i have high standards regarding overly specific words lmao i think actually that stuff exists, js forgor the term/site name :,)
Bruh I need to find some sites that are basically “reverse” dictionaries - stuff where you know the meaning but need the word for it
helloskis :)
so i had a lot going on in the past time and at the same time it wasnt much
i went through some change of mind n feelings
and that kinda shook me up
but imma try to get back on my feet :>
i didnt start the next chapter of withered yet, and im planning to let it rest for a while, only picking it up again when i feel like it because i dont think i can currently afford to force myself to stick to and motivate myself for a set schedule to continue because i got my priorities, n those are primarily school and selfcare
im really sorry for everyone that actually is reading withered and waiting for the next chapter
its not stopped, i will definitely continue it, i just wont be able to say when and how much waiting time to expect
please be safe, take care and God bless yalls ❤
im kinda feeling low atm, guess its the weight of having to do something nonstop finally leaving my shoulders and leaving space for feeling low out of nowhere :,)
its some sort of not knowing what to do with myself, tried to make a song today but i feel kind of empty so no emotions to put into music and yeah idk man
Do you have an idea what i could do
I thought of maybe writing on other stories because i lwk have no motivation to start the next withered chapter rn but idkkk
God bless yalls i hope youre having a great day <3
maybe u wanna tell abt ur day too, pls do so :>
@LynnZora thank you sm for the effort to answer this so genuinely, i really didnt expect that but that makes it even more meaningful to me, ill definitely keep it in mind managed to put a smile in my face :> i hope youre doing great, much love <333
@vskreseniye Hey, first of all, it's important that you accept your shifts in mood, even if you're feeling down atm.. You can't stay high all the time, and if you've been stressed lately, it's no wonder your brain might be overwhelmed by the effects of suddenly having nothing to do. I recommend some meditation for 'grounding yourself back to earth' (idk if it's the correct term in English, tho). Just take the time you need to feel each and every part of your body to lessen the tension.. If thoughts get in the way, let them pass by like clouds in the sky. Afterwards, you can write down what is still pestering your mind. Distracting yourself with a walk in the park/woods/nature in general is also possible. If you're still downtrodden, please call/text a good friend. Although some people might deny it, we need to stay connected with others to overcome our own difficulties and exchange, maybe find a solution together.. You don't need to go through this all alone! <3 (Thanks to my therapist, I learned these strategies during depressive episodes) I hope you'll get out of your struggles soon. Stay safe :D
7.7 K WORDS OF PURE TORMENT FOR MY BUSY HIGH SCHOOLER ASS
God Bless all of you and your insane patience, i wouldve crashed out several times atp if i was in the readers place
So this chapters is purely flashback and provides info about why this is an au and who au sakura actually is
not all tho
we dont like to reveal all mystery :>
i hope its enjoyable
https://www.wattpad.com/1573616403-%E7%A7%81%E3%81%8C%E5%B0%8F%E3%81%95%E3%81%8B%E3%81%A3%E3%81%9F%E9%A0%83-when-i-was-little
Bruh one of the few times I was disappointed was when I saw one of my favorite authors deleted all her incomplete works after 15 years lol…
@JessKnitz <333 i mean if you do not crash out over a chapter having a delay of 5 months at least once then you really do got insane amounts of patience lmao
❤️❤️❤️
> I would’ve crashed out several times
HELP, this must be why people say I have insane amounts of patience XDDDDDD
Gwiiirl hru? :3
@Garryiz js to get this straight, its not about what you are hiding, i literally couldnt care less but the fact that you are hiding it is whats ass to me because i thought we trust each other i rlly hope this isnt happening again no hard feelings js saying
@vskreseniye Is this about the name thing? I just like the names, so stfu I'm a girlyyy girlllll and I am attracted to meeeennnn / boyys, Okey!! And stop being such a ass out of nowhere, thx <3 And it's not my problem if U can't handle any form of attachment, if I wanna say I luuuve U, then I say it!
I feel so good atm
I started setting myself the goal to do hw the day i get it, revise what i learned/write down key things after class and to go to bed at 22:30 n its working so well so far
also got my history exam back n i got 14 points im so so happy rn bc i been strugglin lately n felt like super overwhelmed n this is kinda proving me that i can do it anyways
The real main thing tho is that the exam phase is almost done
monday is biology and tuesday spanish exam + my 15 page work presentation
after that im finally free again soooo prepare for a HUGE ass chapter soon ❤
i hope life is goin upwards for yalls, God bless you :>
Ur 200th follower :D
@MaknaeSlayedItFirst its crazy because ive been waiting on that 200th one for prolly like 2 years now lmao thank u a lot <3
HOW DO U HAVE ALMOST 200 FOLLOERS TvT
oki so im positive im going to finish my work today
i only got a few exams left to study for then and then i can finish the chapter
ik this took super long and ive been super absent but yeah
shkol loves kids n adolescents ♡
i hope yalls r doin well tho