Its hard to believe that a idol loved by many did this, he was sad and took it out like this, we cant turn back time, all we have to do is accept it. He was a amazing person that we all loved, he loved his members also and had a great love for his sister. He was such a great person that made the mood, if he was happy you were happy if he was sad then you were. He is still here in spirit, we just can't see him. He got out of the darkness to return to the light, he made this choice.
I wish he could see all our messages to him, telling him we love him and always did whenever he had any rough times. May he Rest In Peace - Natalie