vusaxu

hey, hi, hello. 
          	I know that I have said that I am going to be leaving and stuff but I seriously think its my time. I have memories that are linked to this account that I wish to no longer carry. I am obviously not quitting wattpad, but I am seriously letting go of this account. I am aware that to some of u this isn't that big of a deal, but to me it is. This account was one of my first social media outlets and it has developed my love for reading and writing even more than I could have ever imagined. I am aware that I don't really communicate with people on wattpad bcs i'm not that typa person- but still, thank you. If you do wish to continue keeping up with me on wattpad, my new user will be bxtterjin. If not, I wish you all the absolute best. I couldn't have asked for a better group of 18 followers lol. Goodbye now <3
          	
          	~ sylvia :)

-violetrv

@vusaxu aw goodbye here at least <3 i hope it goes well
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_chanceuxx_

❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

_chanceuxx_

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

_chanceuxx_

❝ i do not know all the places you have been but i do know there is a place at the table for you. i do know there is room for your laughter, your stories, your thoughts about things, your unfinished sentences, your wildest of dreams. there is room for your presence. there is room for you to be here in this moment, for all of this matters, here at this table and every moment after ― morgan harper nichols. ❞

vusaxu

hey, hi, hello. 
          I know that I have said that I am going to be leaving and stuff but I seriously think its my time. I have memories that are linked to this account that I wish to no longer carry. I am obviously not quitting wattpad, but I am seriously letting go of this account. I am aware that to some of u this isn't that big of a deal, but to me it is. This account was one of my first social media outlets and it has developed my love for reading and writing even more than I could have ever imagined. I am aware that I don't really communicate with people on wattpad bcs i'm not that typa person- but still, thank you. If you do wish to continue keeping up with me on wattpad, my new user will be bxtterjin. If not, I wish you all the absolute best. I couldn't have asked for a better group of 18 followers lol. Goodbye now <3
          
          ~ sylvia :)

-violetrv

@vusaxu aw goodbye here at least <3 i hope it goes well
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TheIllusioner05

Hello precious hooman ᵔᴥᵔ
          I am here after a long time ✋️ again to remind you something! 
          
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          Slow down. Yes slow down . It's needed right now . 
          If things are not happening your way then the universe is sending you signs to not give up but just slow down to reflect on everything you have and who is there for you . 
          You are always finding something to do and somewhere to go but you have the greatest gift in your possession. 
          Give presense to these moments and to yourself. Listen to what your mind ,heart and body needs . It's time to reflect on who is there for you and who is not . Reflect on what matters to you and the thing you are running behind is it worth it ? 
          Sit and think my friend. I know deep self reflection is hard but it's rewarding . 
          I know you can do it . Trust yourself. 
          ★・・・・・・★・・・・★・・・・・・★
          I know I came after days ~~ 
          Here's a heart ❤️ for an apology . 
          Take care ~~
          -@TheIllusioner05 
                   

vusaxu

FRIENDLY REMINDER ITS BTS´S 9TH ANNIVERSARY OF BEING A GROUP AND I AM SO HAPPY AND OVERJOYED!! THEY HAVE SAVED MY LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS AND EVEN THOUGH THEY DON'T KNOW ME THEY WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.  THROUGH LAUGHS AND TEARS THEY HAVE TAUGHT ME TO LOVE MYSELF. I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL FOR THEIR WORK, AND I WISH THEM THE ABSOLUTE BEST IN THE WORLD <33 
          
          p.s: thank you anna for getting me into BTS, you´re the best. 3 years going strong!!

vusaxu

hello, I am back and worse then ever!
          I have contracted some sorta lung disease that runs in my family and it sucks. I rather be 6 feet under then live with this. Also, my mental health is slowly decreasing again- I promised myself I couldnt dig myself back into this hole of emptiness but here I am. My cousin ended up finding my other account so i'd rather be on this one then that one. But I believe i'm back for good. :)

_chanceuxx_

❝ idk who needs to hear this but be so completely yourself that everyone else feels safe to be themselves too. stop changing yourself, your habits, your way of thinking, acting, dressing, speaking; only to be liked or accepted by people or their society. as friends, stop being mean, pretending of it as a joke. stop being insensitive towards someone's appearance. stop letting the third one walk behind saying the path is too small. compromise. squeeze em in. as a girl, stop dressing or speaking in a certain way to be noticed by a specific guy. stop pretending to not notice when another girl needs your help. as a guy, stop killing your habits just because someone else says they're not 'manly' enough. as lovers, stop keeping things from the other just for their sake. as a parent, stop doing what others tell you what would be good for your child. life is too short to have it be lived as someone else. be responsible. stay you. ❞