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Hot take but one of the major reasons why parents are so against schools teaching sex ed, puberty, anatomy and consent, is because those are the classes that children discover what sexual abuse is, and it’s where many sexually abused children learn that they’re being abused by their family 
          	
          	And that’s why many don’t want their kids learning that in school 

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Not just the kids who are being abused directly by their parents, the kids who are being abused by family members other than the parents, and the parents are covering it up 
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Hot take but one of the major reasons why parents are so against schools teaching sex ed, puberty, anatomy and consent, is because those are the classes that children discover what sexual abuse is, and it’s where many sexually abused children learn that they’re being abused by their family 
          
          And that’s why many don’t want their kids learning that in school 

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Not just the kids who are being abused directly by their parents, the kids who are being abused by family members other than the parents, and the parents are covering it up 
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I’m so sleepy bc I didn’t sleep basically at all yesterday (a combo of not being able to get comfy and it being too loud outside) 
          
          But I was hoping to be able to stay up after I got off work today so that I could sleep during the night tonight, and make my sleep schedule ‘normal’ again so I can stay awake during the day bc I’m on a trip with my friends from college this weekend 
          
          But nooooo I have to be exhausted 
          
          So I’m hoping I can take a nap on the couch downstairs and I’ll wake up when my mom gets home from work and I’ll be able to stay awake after that 
          
          Maybe I’ll play Oblivion to keep myself awake 
          
          Or maybe I’ll be scared of new things and play Skyrim 

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I don’t wanna sound like I’m complaining about my job or anything, I adore what I do. I just still haven’t entirely adjusted to the shift of working night shifts after working days in March, as well as learned how to adjust to overnight shifts and maintaining a social life when most of my friends work day shifts (and the one other friend I have that works overnight, we live a few hours away so our friendship is entirely texting for now lol) 
            
            I just need maybe another month to let my body adjust to this and learn how to sleep during the day 
            
            Also because I can’t put blackout curtains on my windows. I can’t put a curtain rod up (cuz you know it’s my parents house not mine I can’t just do whatever I want) and I bought these sheets that had velcro. It stuck really well to the wall, not at all to the sheet. So I bought a mask, which is another adjustment 
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Overnights also have me eating only one meal bc I cannot feel hungry during the night no matter what I do, and so I only eat dinner in the evening :/
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For context I work overnights, so I’m at work all night and sleep during the day. I try to wake up during dinner time (like 7pm for my family) so I can eat before work and see my parents but last night I slept through dinner 
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Sometimes I wish I was super super rich because then I could pay someone to make Kraft dinner for me and that’s like their job 
          
          And then I remember that my personality and compassion were built on growing up poor and how awful it would be to be an entitled rich kid 

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It’s fascinating to see how my life experiences shaped the person I am today but I’m kind of scared of the concept of not being raised with the compassion and empathy I was raised with, both by my parents and by the situations I grew up in, and how in another universe there’s a Kiera who grew up to be entitled and have zero compassion for people who access resources within the social services fields that I accessed when I was a child and now work in 
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My fave thing about seeing the Minecraft movie was when there was a reference or something we recognized (like the mcyters or techno) or something funny happened, my sister and I would just start hitting each other 

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Like in a ‘you seeing this?’ Type way not a violent way 
            
            Imagine we just start beating each other up because DanTDM is on screen
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Very excited to be seeing the Minecraft movie next week with my wonderful sister who uninvited her boyfriend when I invited him because he’s my future brother-in-law 

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Her reasoning is that well accidentally exclude him because when she wants to make a joke or point out a reference in the theatre she’ll turn to me and not to him, so it’s nicer for her to just wait until it’s out on streaming services and watch it with him then 
            
            And all I got from that was I’m cooler than her boyfriend 
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