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Working overnights messed with your perception of time 
          	
          	My sister and her bf were over today for Christmas celebrations and me and my sister both work overnight shifts in the coming days (she works them very sporadically, my shifts are only nights) so we both stayed up together to maintain my sleep schedule and mould hers for her nights 
          	
          	And because of how I perceive time, I try telling myself AM is PM and same the other way around 
          	
          	So like it’s 4 am right now? I refer to it at 4pm. 
          	
          	Somehow tricks my mind into not being tired during the night on my days off

w1bble_w0bble

Working overnights messed with your perception of time 
          
          My sister and her bf were over today for Christmas celebrations and me and my sister both work overnight shifts in the coming days (she works them very sporadically, my shifts are only nights) so we both stayed up together to maintain my sleep schedule and mould hers for her nights 
          
          And because of how I perceive time, I try telling myself AM is PM and same the other way around 
          
          So like it’s 4 am right now? I refer to it at 4pm. 
          
          Somehow tricks my mind into not being tired during the night on my days off

w1bble_w0bble

Being an adult is weird because you go through life being wary of age differences when you talk to people, and then all of a sudden you’re 23 and your best friends at work are older than your parents who are in their mid 40s. 
          
          And I wouldn’t have it any other way I adore those people and I adore working with them.

w1bble_w0bble

OH MY GOD???? 
          
          I cannot make ONE singular decision can I? 
          
          My personality? Not only am I a Gemini, I’m autistic and have masked my entire life, therefore my authentic self was unable to come out until recently when I began learning to unmask. 
          
          Who I’m attracted to? That’s hilarious, because I went my entire teenage years saying I was pansexual, and now I’m questioning if I’m actually pansexual because I feel like my attraction is fluid now! The idea of a penis does not appeal to me! But it probably will again soon! 
          
          My gender? Always been fluid! The idea of a penis does not appeal to me! But it probably will again soon! 
          
          My sexual attraction? Is that also fluid to me, where I’m somewhere on the ace spectrum, and it changes similar to other things? 
          
          Is my attraction even really the way we describe it, or is it different because of my neurodivergent mind and I perceive these things different than others, but the terms were coined with neurotypical minds in mind? 
          
          My relationship preference when it comes to monogamy? Honestly also changes, sometimes I feel I can’t handle a polyamorous relationship, other times I severely crave one! 
          
          My pronouns? Also fluctuating! I’m even going by we/our pronouns in my head, despite the fact that I don’t have any form of auditory hallucinations and I’m not a system or related to the diagnosis of DID, like others who use we/our pronouns when referring to their singular body! 
          
          My life is fun and now I get to do some research!

w1bble_w0bble

Dude if I had a dollar for every time I’ve consumed a new piece of media, whether it be a book, movie, show or other form of internet series, and then shipped a canon couple or a pairing that are the most or one of the most popular pairings, that then evolved into me shipping the most popular throuple or poly relationship or pairing, I’d be rich

w1bble_w0bble

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Literally me to my fucking parents the other day: I could probably have two husbands. They’d just also have to be husbands with each other 
            
            And I claimed I’m purely interested in monogamy?????? 
            
            (I don’t even remember the full context of the conversation, I think we were joking about my parents finding rich husbands and wives because my parents like to joke that they should each have a sugar daddy and a sugar mommy because we’re fucking broke lol)
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It happened with Voltron. It happened with Our Flag Means Death. It happened with Sherlock and Co, it happened with fucking Glee. Now it’s happening with characters from performances from Shoot From The Hip, an improv comedy group (not RPF, they characters that they’ve portrayed when they do their long form scenes or their short scenes.) 
            
            I think I just need to finally accept that I’m poly and move forward with my life because a lot of the reason I ship these poly ships is because I YEARN to be in these scenarios and I felt like that for YEARS while also trying to claim I only wanted monogamy? 
            
            Nope. I’ll just move forward with my life and if I find myself in a monogamous relationship, that’s cool, and if I find myself in a polyamorous relationship, that’s cool too
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My favourite conversations with my dad is when he says something bigoted and I respond with ‘I will not be responding to this’ as a response that both of us know means ‘I disagree with what you’ve said and it is offensive but im aware you won’t change your perspective so I’m not going to bother responding as to not exhaust myself’

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I love my dad, he’s just not the most…correct with his opinions
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‘Favourite’ meaning ‘god I hate these moments’
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I’ve done it again 
          
          I’ve consumed a new piece of media and now
          I ship the rare pair

w1bble_w0bble

IVE DONE IT ONCE AGAIN 
            
            IVE CONSUMED MORE OF THE MEDIA AND NOW SHIP THE EVEN RARER POLY SHIP
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Hardly any fics on ao3 and even then half of them are background ships :/ 
            
            I’m going back to my mainstream ships
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I bit the bullet and got a smart tv for my room and I was setting it up and it was asking about like streaming services to download on it and it showed news outlets and I was about to text my friend and go ‘haha who reads the news on their tv?’ 
          
          The news is also watchable. 
          
          The news is on tv. Not just online. 
          
          I’m glad I didn’t send it he would’ve made fun of me

w1bble_w0bble

Also having one remote now is weird. My old tv I needed a remote for the tv to turn on and change the source, a remote for my firestick (because apparently when I was a teenager my parents decided yeah amazon come into our home) and a remote for the soundbar because my old tv’s speaker just died one day 
            
            I only got the new tv because my old one literally killed itself. Like unusable damage. But having one remote makes me feel weird. Rich in a way. Is it a lower class thing to have multiple remotes? Am I crazy?
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I just had the realization how sweet it is, not only that people donate menstrual products to the not-for-profit I work for, but the amount of variety they donate 
          
          Like it isn’t just ‘one box tampons, one box pads’ we’ve got the variety packs, we’ve got liners, we’ve got disposable period underwear!!! 
          
          In a time where cost of living is so high and menstrual products are unfairly priced for such a normal bodily function, I’m glad we got people out there looking out for the uteruses of my clients

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I just wish we had sustainable options 
            
            Like, not ‘I wish people donated more sustainable options’ because people donating what they do is phenomenal and I love you for doing so, I mean in general. I wish menstrual products were more sustainable 
            
            Obviously there’s no such thing as a one size fits all menstrual product because everyone comes in all shapes, sizes and preferences. But the options we have out there seem more catered to at the very least upper middle class citizens, leaving the non-environmentally conscious and ridiculously overpriced options as the only options for people lower middle class and below 
            
            Like, period underwear? You need access to at the very least running water and soap to clean. Not everyone has that. You’re better off getting disposable period underwear. 
            
            Same with cloth pads. 
            
            And, diva cups and the like? You need access to a stove and a pot specifically for the cup to be used with nothing else, to sanitize. Sure, you could probably use a mug and kettle but even then you have to have a mug for that specifically, you can’t just reuse diva cup mug for your tea (ew) 
            
            And I don’t even know if there’s a ‘sustainable tampon’ or if we’re just calling the diva cup that purely because they’re both insertable options 
            
            It’s not fun
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Scrolling through my text convos with my dad is so funny 
          
          Because it’s literally just ‘your turn to let the dog out’ ‘want coffee’ ‘dinners ready’ 
          
          With the singular conversation of me checking in on him because he had a panic attack and had to come home from work and I couldn’t check up on him in person because I was at work, and noticed he was home when the driveway camera sent me a notification

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I would hope we talk a lot considering I live with him
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We talk a lot more in person I promise lol
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