I'm sorry to be that one person I really am. But i just have to rant and i dont want to do it on ig or snapchat. No I dont want anyone to message me, dont need that. I just dont even know what to think right now. Am i in the worng or something? Is hugging a guy really as bad as driving drunk and scaring your own daughter on purpose that you're gonna crush into a tree, laughing about her fear, and then just screaming at her about how shes overreacting? Is it really as bad as your mom ghosting out for half a year and just waltzing back into your life when times got rough for her? I'm I just being stuck up and selfish? Idk cause they make it seem that way, especially my dad. Everytime I bring up a perfectly good point for why I'm angry or upset, he always brings me hugging my friend. Everytime I do something, weather it be putting chapstick on or just wearing something nice, it's always because I'm fooling around with guys in my moms eyes. He always says that he knows hes in the worng but he never truly see it. She always acts like shes in the right, like shes a saint that never fooled around with anyone in her life. Always comparing you to other people, lowering your self confidence, and then barging about you to friends about how you passed a test, even tho a day ago she called you an idoitic whore who's good for nothing. Never taking you seriously when you tell them something important like you've thought about ending it all or that you're not straight, and just making fun of you for it. I know others have it tougher, and I have no reason to really be ranting in some people's eyes, but I just needed to do this rn. Sorry if I wasted your time. And if someone did end up reading this, though i highly doubt that, I hope you have a good day or night, and thank you for reading this.