No

I’m sorry in advanced

This is the second part of what I said previously, please check out part one before reading this.
          I am still up in the air if I will be stopping writing completely. I’ve debated writing another chapter for contract killer hitmen along with other stories but I still don’t know. If I do end up publishing something new on here it won’t be for a while. You can stay or you can leave, the choice is up to you 

Hello everyone, as of may 4th I thought I was going to be back however over a month later I’m still not. It’s time for me to put my writing to rest for good. I may leave the first chapter of contract killer hitmen up but as for the rest of my stories, I will be taking them down. I feel sick knowing that this account has writing of minors being sexualized and people are reading it. Even if I’m no longer active on this account i still have the constant reminder that those stories are still up and still promoting minor x minor nsfw. I do NOT want people to think that that’s ok because it isn’t. Whether people want to admit it or not, fiction effects reality, it was seen with the slender-man stabbing and minor bnha cosplayers sexualizing themselves.  This and many other reasons is why I will be taking the stories down. I’m sorry. I will leave them up for a few more hours but they all will be taken down at 7 pm est. thank you for your understanding, have a wonderful day.

I'm alive Bitches

hey guys, Ash here and...I've just been feeling really stuck at the moment. I want to please everyone and myself but I just can't. I know the majority of you followed me for my Bakudeku FanFiction. to be completely honest have had no motivation to continue my fanfics. And it sucks because I've written a full plot for all of them that I was proud of. I'd feel like a huge letdown if I discontinued or put a fanfic on hold. But I would also feel like a huge letdown for posting chapters that I disliked and wasn't happy with. I keep publishing chapters that I absolutely despise. Like the ending chapters of red shoes and Izukus backstory in kitten. I'm afraid to give up my fanfics but at the same time, I want to...almost feel the need to. I want to write my own books with my own characters. Books that people will write fanfics about. I want to give you guys yaoi and a good plot but im so afraid I'll fail. I'm tired of knowing I'm sexualizing minors and using characters from a Tv show/Manga that aren't mine. I've really been wanting to create something fresh and new. But im also afraid that if I publish a new book (or books) people will not like it or have expected something better. I have high expectations for myself and I always beat myself up if I fail. I'm concerned that if I quit writing fanfiction people will unfollow me or dislike me and I don't know if new people will like what I have to offer. I'm stuck and very stressed. I just want to please you guys and myself and as I said earlier...i simply can't do it. I don't know if I should continue my fanfics and if I do I will be stuck with the feeling that I gave up on it. I would say more but I've rambled long enough.

I wasn't going to talk about this but I feel like you guys deserve to know what has been going on with me and my posts.
          There has been a big family issue that has come about recently. I haven't talked about it to anyone, not even the ones that are very close to me. It has taken a toll on me, tho, im not the one with the issue. I'm very drained and haven't been answering DMS.
           I haven't been in the right headspace to sit down and write something, tho I wish I could. It's getting difficult for me to do day to day tasks and im trying to find things that make me happy again. 
           I guess you could say im going on a break (?) I'm not too sure. I may not post at all or once or twice. I'm unsure how long this break will last but I will try my best to write something for you guys. 

Hi i love your books i like kitten the best i would like to know if you have snap chat . i followed you may i have a follow back? ttyl - Lolbit sally

I have a Twitter now, my dudes. 
          
          Check out Ash (@Theweebfromhell): https://twitter.com/Theweebfromhell?s=09
          
          Twitter thought my username was too long so I had to change it up a bit but hey it still works. Feel free to follow (you obviously don't have to but if you do it will be greatly appreciated) Love you guys, baiii 

 im so sorry if I never replied to your messages. I never check and I just now saw a whole bunch of messages from you guys from early January up until now. I normally reply to DMS on Instagram but I always forget wattpad also has n option to dm (?) Someone. Ahhhh im so sorry  I'm going to reply to some now. 

Ay I don’t like pressuring people but if you could update rut I would be super grateful.  
          
          It’s an awesome book.