waitforyoongi

Lol I don't post much. bUT I do read a lot on here. #ConfessionsOfAGayDisneyPrince finished and I cried maybe ?

waitforyoongi

Yesterday: 25/3/2015 [17:30PM]
          It was hard. It was hard for /all/ of us. I was sobbing so hard last night and could barely sleep. I couldn't breathe, couldn't think, couldn't function. I don't know why Zayn would just leave us, but, it's his decision. I mean, it's not like we can force him to get back into the band. And even if we could, he wouldn't be happy. We all know we don't want the boys sad or to feel forced, so, we'd probably not do that. I just hope that he /is/ happy right now. Wherever he is. He's probably just taking in a huge breath and feeling relaxed for once. And I'm glad. I'm glad he's okay, he's safe, he's alive. He's Zayn and I know that the whole (I hope) One Direction fandom will accept his decision and support him. Hell, I know I do. I love Zayn and he did this, so I agree. If he's better off this way, so be it. Plus, I don't think he's been /into/ the whole 1D thing from the start. I'm not saying he doesn't love us or hasn't had fun, of course he does/has. Though he's always seemed distant, and like he's in another place. Like he'd rather have a real job, a real life. I know he loves the boys, and he always will. He'll always love us. So, that's good enough for me. Zayn is perfect and he made the best decision he thought was possible. So, I'm proud of him and I want him to have a great rest of his life. Because, damn, he deserves it. xx