i don’t want to have a high school sweetheart. i want to have my first love as a teenager that i do all my firsts with. it’s pure, it’s sweet. but then we healthily and mutually break up and go separate ways. then i want to live it up a little, have a few one night stands. then i want to meet the love of my life in my twenties and stay with them forever, all the while remaining friends with my first love