@wajeehaansari yes i would know. when iwas 4 years old my dad was serving in the navy. he told me to keep my head up and become a lawyer. i said no! i want to do graphic design. little did i know he wanted me to be a lawyer so i can defend HIM in court for MURDER. this is where i lost it. i dropped out of law school. i started meth i started gambling o pay for my meth. last year my father returnned from god knows where and he said to me "thanks a lot you idot! thanks a lot STEVE. Tnanks to you i'm in jail. for murdering" he took a breif pause. he looked to me with tears of guilt and said "guess who i murdered?" "who?" i replied, "Joe" he said with growing grin, "who's joe?" I said, at this pint i couldnt i couldnt trust a word he said. slowly but carefully he replied with, "Joe mamma". My jaw clenched my heat raced faster he ever raced in the navy trainings. "You killed my mother?" "Yes" he replied. Ididnt know what to say. i could have said i love you but instaed i said "Yuri came to speak to me yestreday," he said "Who Yuri?" I bursted "Yuri-tarded!" and i flew otu of the room, head filled with anger. the wweather was hot like my head say put on a coat and left to amsterdamn. that's where i would say losing trust is the most the most hurtful and inhumane feeluing ever! join me as we conquer the world. U.