lia

actually FUCK MY FUCKING CHUNGUS LIFE BROOO
          i just wrote such a good rant about smth that’s been bothering me and i couldn’t post it bc it was too long and it just got DELETEDDDDD HGHHH

guys it’s my birthday

okayyy i NEED to make an updated bias list:
          
          boynextdoor (ult) - taesan (ult)
          illit - wonhee and moka
          enhypen - ni-ki
          txt - beomgyu
          le sserafim - yunjin
          seventeen - vernon
          ahof - daisuke
          ampers&one - mackiah
          newjeans - minji
          &team - jo and taki
          cortis - seonghyeon
          ive - yujin
          ateez - yunho
          stray kids - hyunjin and seungmin
          p1harmony - theo
          aespa - winter
          bts - v and jin
          zb1 - yujin
          riize - anton
          nmixx - sullyoon
          itzy - ryujin
          
          

hiii

im sorry for that rant im not seeking attention i promise i just needed to vent and i’ll def vent to my other friend tomorrow bc it just feels so much better

guys wtf
          
          i fucking hate being the ugly friend SO BAD!! and im not saying this to seek attention or anything but literally all of my friends have been hit on by guys and i havent and its so annoying. whenever i like a guy and get closer to them, they end up telling me that they like my best friend and they ask me for help to get them together(((
          
          and my best friend is not helping at all. like i told her i like this guy literally YESTERDAY and shes suddenly growing closer to him and is constantly yapping to him like thats gonna help me be friends with him but NO GIRL THAT JUST GETS HIM CLOSER TO YOU??? like ik shes just tryna help but please girl no just let me grow closer to him bro dont meddle please :(
          
          and like i feel like i actually have a chance this time so i like really dont need her help or anything

song of the day: overkill by jo yuri
          
          i gave up on doing this daily as you can tell. anyways, this song is fire you should check it out
          
          also guys im having the worst post concert depression like i saw enhypen and like im gonna cry wdym im not gonna hear heeseung sing that one part in sweet venom live??? wdym im not gonna hear niki, my BIAS MIND YOU, sing the second verse in helium and his part in bad desire live?? im not gonna hear any of that live for a few YEARS now???

im gonna cry i went to the enha concert today and the post concert depression is getting to me
          
          like just now i wanted to play the walk the line setlist again but i almost started crying bc bthb started playing and then blessed cursed started playing and now im sobbing

guys im driving to another country to go to the enha concert im so excited its in two days

also i’ve been going INSANE over cortis lately like theyre so cool
          
          i think my bias is seonghyeon!!!
          
          i literally just found out he’s the least biased??? girl how