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I started a new school today and omg girls are so pretty. one of my sister's old friends hugged my in the hallway and she genuinely seemed so happy I almost cried and then another girl I'd met before but didn't really know refered to me as really pretty to her friends and told me she liked my bracelets. there's also the girl that I'm incapable of making  eye contact with that I sit by in history. she has the queerest energy ever it freaks me out in a good way but I feel like there's tension between us even though I don't know shit about her but her name. it's also a Christian school. so they don't believe in gay or whatever so back into the closet I go. my art teacher is hot though. hot art teachers are always a plus. 

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I took a seven day pledge on am I sober. I'm trying. I'm two days in. I want to come out to my sister. I've met the prettiest person in the world and I'm going to be in school with them. I don't like straight people. the grass is fake but I like you, that's real. if good things don't happen in young royals s2 I think I'll die <3