wanazu
wanazu
Aku selalu ambil berat psl org lain. Aku tolong org lain. Aku bagi khidmat nasihat secara ikhlas pada org lain yg ada masalah. Tapi bila aku sendiri ada masalah semua nasihat yg aku bagi kat org lain terus lesap. Takda yg kesah psl aku.
Aku takda motivation nak buat apa-apa skrg. Sumpah takda semangat walaupun nak. Hidup aku ni complicated... mungkin berpunca drpd status aku jugak that's why ada je masalah. Sometimes, aku teringin nak accident then doktor sahkan aku amnesia. Aku tak nak igt apa-apa terutamanya tentang 'sakit' aku ni. Ibarat aku dilahirkan semula kononnya. Tapi kalau aku accident takut end up umur tak panjang. Aku ni pahala taktaulah byk mana yg ada, dosa pun bertan-tan ni ha. Lagilah rasa tak sanggup. Nak ada sakit yg teruk mcm kanser ke apa pulak takut aku makin terseksa je sbb skrg pun aku dah cukup penat hidup mcm ni.
So, apa je aku boleh buat? Mampu bertahan dan doa je pada Allah supaya beri aku kekuatan utk aku teruskan hidup ni. Kalau aku takda, siapa nak tlg parents aku? Kalau aku takda, siapa nak jaga adik2 aku? Kalau aku takda, siapa lagi yg nak ringankan beban parents aku?
Tapi... bila aku ada takda sorg pun yg ambil berat psl aku.
Aku selalu pentingkan dan fikirkan org lain sebelum diri sendiri. I tried to be selfish but i can't! Like... Takpa, biar aku je yg susah asalkan org yg aku syg senang. Hm i endure the pain not for myself but others......
Someone like me no matter what good i do, no one thinks that i'm good. I don't deserve any love from anyone cause i'm worthless. I care about everyone but when i'm upset like hell no one cares about me.
wanazu
@nahiz_eid thanks for your advice and your support, i really appreciate it and thanks jugak sbb sudi baca ILE <3
nahiz_eid
@-wanazu you're not "worthless" my lady, human eyes is blind, even they can't difference the rights and wrongs, good and bad, black and white. But what's important is the "good deeds" you did to them. As long ada niat baik untuk tolong orang, even if we hurts and thorns inside, at least kita dapat pahala. Angels wrote our good deeds, Allah will bless us. "worthless"? Girl, it's not you who doesn't deserves love from anyone. It's the "people" who doesn't deserves you. I believe you're a kind-hearted and well-mannered girl. No one will listen to your concerns? I'm here, your mutuals is here, being an online writers you must have internet friends, see? You can tell about your concerns to them :) Life is cruel sometimes, tapi kita tak boleh give up camtu je. Mesti ada hikmah disebalik ujian Allah. ha okay, thank you for read my talk. dah lebih limit ni
-fckthsyg
Followback .
p/s: Imam Limited Edition the best fanfiction about bts islamic yg aku prnah bce.
wanazu
@-fckthsyg done followback <3 em, thanks utk pujian tu dan thanks jugak sbb sudi baca my first islamic ff ever. Saya sgt terharu ㅠㅠ
syfaaziz
Wana rupanyaaaaaaaaaaa ><
reenshi
thank you sebab baca cerita ayeee
cayang awak muah❤
▪i appreciate you so much ▪
macchiato_
300 SUDAHHHH
metayeon
HAI WANANANANANANNANANA
kokocrush-
Wana baca citer aku weyy eksaitednye ahagaga
hye_mia
Followback rakan sebaya? ^,^
wanazu
Happy birthday to my dearself! Please be happy as hard as you can girl! Don't give up! Good luck for the best of your future! Love yourself!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
K semak je, nnti aku delete( ･ิ..･ิ )
Taekook_jihoonie
@taechikim sannah helwah dear author, happy birthday, selamat hari lahir and saengil chukahae.. Semoga panjang umur