i usually hate this time of year for one reason and one reason only. i feel as if everyone around me has someone to love (romantically), and i have no one. literally. no matter how hard i try, or how long i wait, or how much time i put in, no one seems to love me (once again romantically.) and i know i shouldn't care or when i meet the one it will be worth the wait. but it generally hurts. always being the third wheel, or the odd one out, or the one that hurts me the most, missing out on romance stuff in general. i know i sound like a child or a baby, but i've been waiting for YEARS now. seeing all my friends have people fall at their feet like that and everyone look at me like i'm something else H U R T S. i'm sorry for the rant.