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"i will wait for you" 
          
          oh thats nice, why wasnt it the same with me?

DONT ACT LIKE WE DIDNT DO THAT SHIT TOO, YOU TRADING JACKETS LIKE WE USED TO DO, YEAH EVERYTHING IS ALL REUSED, PLAY HIM PIANO BUT HE DOESNT KNOW THAT I WAS THE ONE WHO TAUGHT YOU BILLY JOEL, A DIFFERENT BOY NOW BUT THEIRS NOTHING NEW..?

SO THIS WHOLE TIME ITS BEEN FUCKING FAKE. THANKS FOR GETTING MY HOPES UP MAN, SUPER KIND.

IF SHE'S THE REASON THAT YOU LEFT ME THAT NIGHT, SPARE ME WHAT YOU'RE THINKING, TELL ME A LIE.

i said something dumb again...

IM LOSING MY MIND CAUSE GIVING YOU HEAD'S THE ONLY TIME YOU THINK I GOT DEPTH.

"Dear God, take his kiss right out of my brain 
          Take the pleasure out of my pain 
          Take the way he'd used to say I love you 
          Dear God, get his imprint out of my bed 
          Take amazing out of our sex 
          Take away the way I still might want to"

what if i catch feelings for him again...? and i tell him and we date and then we break up and i end up doing the same shit i did before?

"And you never knew
          How much I really liked you
          Because I never even told you
          Oh, and I meant to"

(not rlly a vent, but still)
          
          "Baby, you've got me sick 
          I don't know what I did 
          Need to take a break and figure it out, yeah 
          Got your voice in my head 
          Sayin', "Let's just be friends" 
          Can't believe the words came out of your mouth, yeah"