@wash1ng-mach1ne
(not rlly a vent, but still)
"Baby, you've got me sick
I don't know what I did
Need to take a break and figure it out, yeah
Got your voice in my head
Sayin', "Let's just be friends"
Can't believe the words came out of your mouth, yeah"
"Boyfriends
Are they just pretending?
They don't tell you where it's heading
And you know the game's never ending
You, you lay with him as you stay in the daydream
You feel a fool
You're back at it again"
"If I told you I loved you, would you say that it's fucked up?"
What I Am - Zayn Malik song
"Can we be honest?
It's not what we wanted
You ruined August for me"
"Every night I close my eyes
And wish I was still in love.."
"Still get chills at the sound of your voice
Beggin' and pleadin', it's all just noise
Had your chance, you made your choice
Find someone else that can fill your void."
"Their gonna break up and then
We'll see them try again"
"Maybe we're better as friends?"
Baby, you were the love of my life, woah
Maybe you don't know what's lost 'til you find it
It's not what I wanted, to leave you behind
Don't know where you'll land when you fly
But, baby, you were the love of my life.
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i’m to scared to tell him i miss him, or that im okay, or that im doing better, or even that im a better person, all because of him.
havent posted in a while even though ive needed to...
it sucked.
i remember how he asked me to date him, I remember that day completely, i wish i didnt.
how can i still miss him? hes moved on, hes found hes people, i thought i did but guess not.
i miss how it used to be, when i had friends, i wasnt in a good place though...
i think i should just try and fucking get over him, even though he was amazing and sweet and pretty and he understood me, he never judged me, he never told me to grow up or act different, i could be me and he was okay with that.
i miss him.
why do i still miss him?
why do i miss the way he talked to me?
why do i miss the way he smiled or got all flustered when i would flirt with him?
why do i miss the way he left me..?