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*inhale* i was reallt bortj at 929 am on nine twenty nine you think im lying but im being DEAD serious oh ill prove it!’ well who am i?? im almost 25 cant remember half the time that ive been alive cjz half was in a cheap alartment and half was on the eastside (eastside) they say DONT MEET YOUR HEROES! THEYRE ALL FUCKIN WEIRDOS! and GOD knows that they were right..because NOBODY LOVES YOU they just try to FUCK YOU and put you a feature on the B SIDE and who do you call when its late at night? when the headlines just dont paint the picture right? when you look at yourssld on the screen and say OH MY GOD! theres no way thats me. and i, I QUIT SMOKING! well recenetly, ive tried and i boight ankther house and i never go outside and i remember thks gkrl with pink hair in detroit what she told me she said ashley you gotta promise us that you wont die cause we need you!! and honestly, i think that she lied and i rememberbwbe the names of everh single kid ive met but forget half the people tjsr ive gotten in bed and ive,, stared at the sKY IN MILWAukEE and hoped thet my father would finally call me and its just these things that im THINKING for HOURS and im pixkinf my hair out in clumps in the shower and i lost the love of my life to an ivory powder but, then, i realkze im no higher power. that i wasnt in love then and im sfkll not now and im so! happy! that i figured that out. ive gor a long way to go until self preservation and i think that my moral compass is on a vacation and I cant BELIEVE I STILL FEED MY FUCKING TEMPTATION and- im still looking for my salvation. soft. and. slow. watch the minutes go. count out loud so we know you dont keep em for yourself,,,,