I have lots of stuff on my mind and I wish I can deal with them, but I trying to cope with my issues of life I'm failing at it I wish it was a easier way to live but thats wishful thinking I'm trying my best to go on till this day but I don't know when that gonna last so ill try until I'm not needed, life is not that bad but without the way of thinking that well and letting stuff go is impossible for me oh well someday it will be alright.