I don't know what's even going on in my head. I feel this burden but when I think it's nothing, i can't get ahold of my actions. Sometimes I wanna be the person, but other times I fall in a slumber, unable to wake up . It's not like I'm depressed, tbh i don't really have a reason to be. But i feel so lonely, and that's astonishing when I'm the one who leaves people on read. I just wanna feel alive again. I don't know, why all this feels weird when I write.bye