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hey you good?

heya! It's me if you remember by the username, Aster? I just wanted to know how you've been doing, the direct message isn't available anymore so I'll just post this here. Hopefully we can chat more on discord! my user is revriiee btw

hey guys :) I'm not dead I promise 
          
          I've been doing better and trying to be healthy again, but it's been difficult. I was admitted for awhile because I passed out at school and I went to the doctor and they didn't let me off the hook. I won't get into numbers but I didn't weigh enough at all, and now I'm kind of recovering? Nerve damage and stuff effected it too. I just had a lot of medical problems that needed to be solved mentally first.
          
          I probably won't update any of my books anymote, and honestly I might delete them. I'm sorry and I know it's disappointing but they just remind me of a time in my life when things were the worst and I can't do it. They're like the only specific trigger I know of.
          
          I'm sorry. But I'm happier and healthier, and I'm in the best relationship of my life with someone who genuinely accepts me and loves me. I'm trying to learn to love myself too.

i hope you're okay 

Space, are you doing alright? If not, we hope you get better. 

so I did a new thing. all original characters and story, so different from my fanfics (also I was so proud of the metaphor in this description tbh.) hope you guys enjoy some original angst :) based on real life events.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/357188359

pov accidentally publishing a chapter when it's halfway done LMAO

sorry I can't focus on anything. I haven't updated in forever. I haven't even opened Wattpad in weeks. I'll try harder

hey guys !!! so I was thinking of making some custom enamel pins and stickers of my art, and I just wanted to ask for some ideas of what I should do.
          
          Recommend some characters, designs, patterns, etc.

my biggest red flag is starting a new book every time I have a good idea, even though I never have time to write anymore
          
          I don't know if this upcoming book will go anywhere but it will be my first book that's not a fanfic (of course it will still have all the same angst and drama dw)
          
          Hopefully the first chapter will be out before August :)