Before I go to bed or continue crying, just wanna say I do care about you. A lot. I care about you so much. Too much. You never seem to notice that. Instead, you're thinking in a negative way, thinking that I'm playing with your feelings. I never did that. kn. Never. Please take care. If only I confessed rn, I don't deserve you. I'll never deserve you. Even if I love one of you two, I'll never, never ever deserve you two.
One by one of yall walk out my lif eventho some of yall promised me to stay. It's not the first time for me to cry myself to sleep. I'm very used to it. Please take care <3
If you see this, please, I want to let you know I'm not a player. I've never lied to you. I'm just so confused. Please, stop leaving me, it hurts me without you.